my colourful life...

AWESOME BIRTHDAY

2010-01-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

to be updated soooooon! :)

one week of heaven!

2009-11-04T02:40:00.003+08:00

although i'll be working for 9 days straight before i get my off, i'm seriously loving my shift this week! wahahahaha.

3pm to 1230am

i get to wake up late!

and i get to take cab home after work!

shiokness to the max...

but sad to say, this will be shortlived.

haha. i seriously dun wanna do Dino again next week. They are making me dizzy!

totally depressed

2009-10-26T10:38:00.001+08:00

“I’m not trying to take anything away from Liverpool – they were the better team – but there were so many controversial things that happened out there and we feel a bit aggrieved.”

totally agree with SAF. :(

wad a result to start my new week.

woohoo

2009-10-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

woohoo! i saw USS on the news! feel so happy! hahahah cuz it's where i work and it's my second home afterall. :)

found this digital map on facebook on the RWS page.

so those interested in Universal Studios Singapore, do check it out! :)

Can't wait for next year to come! Super duper excited! YIPPEE!!

http://www.rwsentosa.com/USS_map_Eng/en_map-uss.html

*still loving every minute of my job!*

graveyard shifts

2009-10-09T02:12:00.005+08:00

ROTM cycling at 1030pm to 8am on fri and 6pm to 330am on sat.

i eventually got scheduled for graveyard shifts afterall.

haa.

so what time should i go to bed?

it's 230am now!

*hmms*

updates

2009-09-28T22:00:00.014+08:00

Yes, u're not seeing things and i'm updating again after so long. :)

Been working for a month plus and i am still enjoying my work, which i am very glad of it. At least till now, i'm still quite sure i did not make a wrong choice in accepting this job. No doubt the pay sucks and my job scope is not that define but the learning experience i had for the past 1 month was simply great and it brought my mindset of the service line to another level.

I like the fact that i'm part of the pioneer batch and i get to see and do things that no others will get to experience when the park opens in the first quarter next yr. I like the fact that all of us are starting from scratch and we are all learning at the same time, watching the amazing progress at the construction site. I like the fact that i'm growing with the company such that i do feel rather attached to it. :) I like the fact that i look forward to work everyday such that at times i wished that i do not have off-days because being away would only means missing out on some things. I like the people at work and the encouragement we give each other! :)

In short, i ♥ my job! :)

Working hours are not the same as office job. Opening shift's from 0830-1800 and closing shift's from 1130-2100 and as a 'night person', yours truly prefers the closing shift of cuz. :)

T&A for some of the rides are starting soon and i'm so looking forward to it. The only sad thing is i wun be able to see most of my closer friends at work as most of us are on different shifts. ROM runs on graveyard shift which sad to say, i dun think i will get to experience working through the night till the next day. but on the other hand, this gives me time to strenghthen my immune system cuz everyone seems to be falling sick due to the sudden change of working hours and also the horrible dusty environment we are in. (THE CONSTRUCTION SITE)

D.S runs on normal shift which means i may be able to catch some of them since we'll be in the same area! Something for me to look forward to. haaa. and C.F which is the one i'll be involved in runs from 2pm to 10pm. :) and yayy! i get to wake up late! cuz i'll only need to report to office at 1315. :) YAYYNESS! but then i'll be under the sun for at least 6-8 hours, so bless me! i'll be chao-tah very soon and it will get pretty tiring cuz the weather's so hot these few days.

p.s: sorry for all the abbreviations cuz i can't reveal the rides now and i can't blog much abt wad i'm doing cuz it's all P&C. so for those who are still reading my blog, bear with my general description abt my job. :)

anyway, construction site here i come! looking forward to it and yet at the same time feeling a little worried cuz i cannot afford to fall sick! i needa drink lots and lots of water and sleep early. :) i'll be strong!!

i'm off tml! and i'm finally heading to partyworld to sing some songs! this will probably be the last week i can see dearie so often cuz my late night shift job is starting soon but all i need is time management and till date, it has been well managed, but of cuz at the same time sacrificing other people in my life. My apologies and i promise to find time as much as i can.

The remaining months for this year will be a hectic one but i'm sure i can pull through it! Seriously can't wait for all the rides to be up! :D

Till then... i'll blog again when i'm free!

off days!

2009-09-04T00:45:00.004+08:00

oh yayy! ♥ off days!
i'm off on fri and sat, which means i needa work on sun. but it's okays. :) cuz i get to see liz, jiaxin, hao and uncle random.

it's muffins baking day tml! hopefully it'll be a successful one and i'll be heading to yiwei's house after tt. but before that, i'll be meeting yiping, kaijie and yiwei for dinner at some coffeeshop near his place! :)

i ♥ simple days.

and i miss u porkieshit. :D

i'm working!

2009-09-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

i started my job 2 weeks ago, and to my surprise, i'm actually loving it. :)
my jobscope may sound simple to some people, but in actual fact it's not. i have so much to blog about wad i've been doing but i can't due to some confidential issues. i love the people at my work, my new colleagues/friends are just a bunch of happy go lucky people and they really make me feel as though i'm not working at all. I guess that's why all of us are working in the same job. ok in any case u're wondering wad i'm doing, i'm currently at RWS-universal studios singapore in the attractions team. :) and yes, i'll be working in a themepark! :)

there's many reasons to why i'm working there, so if u are interested just chat with me on msn. :)

anyway, i'm on mc for the past 2 days cuz i got slight food poisoning. thanx to the food i ate at work. i vomitted upteen times on monday night and it was simply disgusting. Doc gave me a jab and a MC for 2 days. :( felt so bad cuz i had a project on hand but in the end my partner had to finish it up for me. but anyway, i felt kinda overwhelmed when i received smses from my new colleagues asking me how i was. Really touched. :) i'll be back tml anyway, but too bad some of them are off on thurs and fri and i'm off on fri and sat... which means i'll only see them on sun. :(

still... i can't wait to return to work tml!

shall update soon again, if i have time. :)

sick

2009-08-11T22:11:00.003+08:00

came back from science centre on sat with a high fever. no wonder i was feeling so cold the whole day there, despite wearing black. and so i was sick till now. the fever come and goes. and i had a mild case of diarrhoea where the pain in my stomach also come and goes. i totally hate it cuz the pain is unbearable when it comes but it ends in less than a min. YUCKS. i wonder wad's wrong with my stomach.

it's supposed to be a happy day today! but i'm still down with fever and sorethroat and cough and a horrible headache. ROARS. i hope i get better soon. :)

happie two and a half years dear dear! :)
i'll make up for it over the weekends.

aching

2009-08-02T23:56:00.003+08:00

woah. i think i'm mad! finale x 2 today.

and i'm missing it somehow..

cuz i used to belong somewhere in the universe.

this will probably be the last time i'm 'involved'.

haaa.

cuz it's time to move on. :)

well done S U sixteen!

peeks another day. i'm tired.

:(

2009-07-28T23:30:00.004+08:00

deardear...

i just want you to get well soon,

so that you can return to camp and enjoy your last camp.

why am i not the one who's sick?

SU 16

2009-07-28T01:47:00.000+08:00

i miss sports camp.

happie 29th! :D

2009-07-11T02:08:00.003+08:00

bleah! i'm still alive! but i'm extremely lazy to blog.

promise i'll update about taiwan and phuket soon. like maybe in a week's time?

anyway...

happy TWENTY-NINTH dearie! :)

u're still very much loved by me.

swim

2009-06-27T19:25:00.006+08:00

Just got back from an impromptu 1 hour swim. :)
dragged my mum along cuz i din wanna go there by myself. so there i was, like those many kids in the pool, swimming and playing and shouting mummy. of cuz i didn't do that. i swam a few laps and looked up and saw my mum smiling at me. i really felt like a small kid again.

if only i can remain as a kid forever.
there's nothing to worry abt, nothing to vex about

swimming is my new found love, for now. :)

anyway, i wun be blogging here alot due to the fact that i have another blurt outlet in wordpress. :) but no worries, i'll still be updating my taiwan and phuket trips and my other events going in my life. Just that i need a little privacy somewhere. :)

how true...

2009-06-23T00:42:00.004+08:00

男人说谎，是要让自己觉得好过。

而女人说谎呢？是要让对方好过。

我们选择欺骗是因为不想伤害深爱的人。

我们不是故意的，只是没有伤害对方的勇气。

所以才隐藏真正的答案

too much drama.. but 'My Queen' is nice. :)

and i agree with this.

lazy me.

2009-06-20T00:54:00.005+08:00

till now, no updates on taiwan trip and phuket trip cuz i'm just simply lazy.

can't wait for august to come. and yes it's abt work. BUT DUN ASK ME WAD IS IT.

kinda tired of explaining my whole plan to pple cuz only a handful understand and i'm thankful for the support given. :) so what if the pay sucks. at least it's something i'm looking forward to. give me an office job and see if i'm happy.

i'm just ranting....

dear's away for senior's camp.

yawns.

really bored.

i'm back!

2009-06-14T16:20:00.002+08:00

i'm back from phuket! :D

i love the place there! and the company was great! :)

shall upload the photos soon....

PHUKET PHUKET PHUKET...

2009-06-10T02:16:00.003+08:00

PHUKET here we come! :D

and yes it's a double date trip! i'm going with dearie, my bestie kailin and her bf!
super duper uber excited!!!!! *SCREAMS...

time check: 02:18 (i just finished packing my luggage)
dearie fell asleep since 12? $%#$%$#%#@$

i'm supposed to wake up at 4am to pack last min stuff and take a nice quick shower to freshen up.

yayy! i hope we have enough time to do sooooooo many things.
really should have planned for 5d4n instead. :(

but oh wells. we'll squeeze as much activities we can have!

till then...... i'll be back with nice photos. HEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D:D:D:D:D

happiness <3

2009-06-07T22:23:00.015+08:00

had a super fruitful week meeting up all my friends.

Met up with kaijie, yiwei and yiping for dinner at manhattan fish market at central on monday. :) Food was okay only but the company was great!

headed to kbox at suntec on thurs with karheng, hongtat, yiwei and yiping. Felt quite weird initially cuz we've never been to ktv before ever since knowing each other since sec 1! but it turned out quite well! and i'm surprised they can sing pretty well! HAHAHAHA. =X

Celebrated Sebrina's birthday on friday with the MS Peepz! Dinner at shokudo jap street wad great! We had so much fun, especially when we were taking neoprints! heh. Brought back so much memories! Walked over to harry's at chimes to chill out after dinner. Anyway.. i'm so happy as almost everyone turned up! attendance was 13/15. Not too bad since a few of them have alrdy started work. =)

The wonderful company for that night! :D

Saturday morning was well spent with my dearest primary school darlings. :D
the picnic at marina barrage was awesome, the food prepared was so yummy! we were all having fun and super burnt. the sun was scorching hot! but we still enjoyed ourselves.

arghh. i love u girls. =)

Went over to yiwei's house in the night to have dinner and played mahjong and wii!
dearie came along too and we only ended the game at almost 5am. gosh. was so damn tired cuz i woke up at 7am for the picnic... but nonetheless, it was a fun night. Very homely and fun. Too bad no peektures was taken cuz my cam went flat. :(

Half of my sunday was gone cuz i woke up close to 4pm. eeeeeks.
anyway, my wisdom tooth is hurting AGAIN. not the bottom one but the top one now. i think i gotta find one day to pluck all of them out. :( but i seriously hope this day wun come.
i know it'll be painful! :(

Can't wait for wednesday to come!
double date at phuket! =)

HK Drama

2009-06-04T01:22:00.010+08:00

i finally completed part 3 in 3 days. Total madness, 30 episodes! and i simply love it!

been a loyal audience and i really love the actors and actresses in this whole show.

hoping for a part 4!

It all started in part 1: The Academy 学警雄心

then came part 2: On the first beat 学警出更

and yayy! part 3: Emergency Unit 学警狙击

and i totally agree with what amelia said. Lup-man's gf gets prettier. Especially you-you!

and omg, she's only 22! Hopefully there will be more shows starring her in it! =D (she looks like gillian from twins) but i think she's cuter!

Real Name: Elanne Kwong Yuek Lam
Known As: Elanne Ling / Elanne Jiang Ruo Lin

i'm so jealous! =X

too bad they didn't get tgt in the show!

okays, my madness is over... i should start on forensic heroes 2 soon.. heeeeee :)

i ♥ HK dramas!

fly away

2009-05-31T19:08:00.002+08:00

i feel like going overseas.

maybe 2 years is good.

but should i?

quality time

2009-05-29T02:09:00.005+08:00

yayy! been awhile since we've gone out.

dearie got hold of tickets for Jolin Tsai Butterfly Showcase Concert tickets so we went to catch it!

not really a big fan of her but i like her songs. :) and her live performance was good! so was her dance. (if only i can dance like that!)

anyway.. it ended around 9 plus and we were kinda left stranded at expo cuz no matter where we head to, the place will be closed by then... so we headed down to changi airport! weEeeee! i love going airport by the way. =X but the ride home was baddddd... super duper long journey.

and den we cam whore a teeny weeny bit. :)

can't wait for our trip on the 10th! :)

hello singapore!

2009-05-27T17:16:00.004+08:00

hello singapore!

i'm back home! :) and 11 days in taiwan with the wonderful peeps was just uber duper wonderful! Shall update each day with more details soon. :D

Results are out and checking it tgt with the other 7 of them scared the shit outta me. But i'm glad and very satisfied with my results. :)

so yeah. i finally reached 3rd class. tt's how chui i am. but oh wells. i'm glad my fyp got an A-. After all the hardwork and time spent. It's really worthwhile. :)

shall upload my photos first before updating here again. =D

till then....

and all MAN UTD FANS. tonight is the night! :) my house is open for those who wanna catch the match! :) just give me a call!!

IT'S OVER!

2009-05-08T00:17:00.003+08:00

YES! my 4 years of study is finally over after FYP presentation ended with a BANG! (yah right..)
i need my beauty sleep. shall update more over the weekends.

Meanwhile. i'm so looking forward to next sat.
i'll be on the plane to my long awaited TAIWAN! :D

last of the last

2009-05-05T20:16:00.002+08:00

FYP presentation is coming up! not that i sound super excited abt it but i really just wanna get it over and done with. It's bothering me so much that i cannot get enough beauty sleep. 2 more days and that's it! :)

anyway, my group thinks that our moderator is damn arrogant and cocky and sucky. Kinda turns me off cuz i dun feel like presenting anything to him. ARGHH. wtf. seriously wtf!! i hope thursday turns out fine. *keeping my fingers cross

i'm so sleepy now. hopefully i can finish up the last few ppt slides, take a short nap before watching CL later on. :)

i still haven't take my flu jab.. bahhh.. very very very lazy to go to the doctor. :P
shall do it tml. i hope...

addicted

2009-05-01T13:42:00.002+08:00

erps. i'm still alive after my exams. no worries abt that. hahaha
i'm very much hooked onto the twilight book series and tt's the main cause for my disappearance. and yes. i'm mad enough to chiong finish new moon in one day cuz by the time i finished reading i realised it was 5am. DANG.!! seeeeeeeee. tt explains why i cannot start reading cuz i wun stop. (hahaha. din know jasmine likes to read right!)

yea.. i'm actually a bookworm. Once a book gets me started, i cannot stop.
I feel so thankful that i did not touch twilight before the exams. hahaha and i dunno how i managed to prevent myself from starting too cuz the whole series was my birthday present. (tt's like almost 3 months ago)

anyway.. i'm being very very lazy at home and i think i'll go crazy anytime soon.
My dad is sooooooo freaking unreasonable that i really wished i can just disappear into thin air once he gets home from work. I need to constantly tell myself to stay calm and not answer back. But i really dunno how long this will last cuz i know sooner or later i'll explode. I'm turning deaf ears to wadever he says cuz it just doesn't make any sense. MENOPAUSE.

pissed. =x

6 more days to FYP presentation and i can officially say byebye to school! :)

till then..
i shall continue on eclispe-ing. hehehee..

will update more when i'm done with my books!

D-1 good morning!

2009-04-23T06:07:00.002+08:00

good morning earth!

It's D-1 to END OF EXAMS! :)

It's freaking 6am now and i just got back from sbs.

i'm so tired..

shall take a 5 hr sleep before heading back to sbs one last time. :)

seriously can't wait for this to end.. it's extremely torturing.

tonsilitis

2009-04-16T19:14:00.003+08:00

ultimate suayness just hit upon me right one day before of my paper.
i was perfectly find in the morning, as time went by, my throat got more pain and i find myself having some problems to swallow, even when drinking water. By dinner time, i din felt like talking cuz it was hurting too much and i felt feverish by then. Got dearie to get me porridge although i din had much appetite but i had to eat cuz i wanted to take panadol in the hope that my fever will subside and my head will be less heavy. Continued studying for awhile and i tot hey, i think i'm feeling a little stronger but on the way back hall, my limbs were hurting and i feel soreness all over my body.

Dearie touched my forehead and said wah.. very hot. I really felt like crying man.
I haven't finished memorising my work... so i popped panadols again, went to sleep for abt an hour and woke up trying to study. Finally went to bed at 5am. Call me crazy but there's just too much to memorise.

Woke up this morning feeling damn weak.
Can't believe this is happening to me in my final sem.
Tried to eat something but i barely finished half of the macaroni soup cuz my throat hurts damn bad. Tried to cram in some last min. things into my head and obviously it's not working. Fever came back again, and i popped another panadol before i went for exam.

I'm so disappointed and sad. It was a really easy paper. Everything from tutorial. but i think my brains chose to shut down, my body feels hot and sometimes i feel chilled and my throat freaking hurts. Concentration level was minimal. I just threw away a grade that i wanted so badly. :(

Headed to the doctor immediately and guessed wad.
i'm down with TONSILITIS.
of all times....
Doc prescribed me with a strong antibiotics, panadol again and of cuz lozenges.

i was a good girl, other than the part that i sleep damn late. But compared to the previous exam periods, i hardly snacked. i drank lots of water cuz i knew i had to be healthy cuz there's no way i can take MC for any paper. BUTTTTTT.... this happened. ARGH.

Googled abt tonsilitis anyway, cuz i know there are serious cases abt it.

Tonsillitis is an infection of the tonsils and will often, but not necessarily, cause a sore throat and fever. ( so u see, i'm suay, i got sorethroat and fever!)

Symptoms of tonsillitis include a severe sore throat (which may be experienced as referred pain to the ears), painful/difficult swallowing, crouch coughing, headache, fever and chills. Tonsillitis is characterized by signs of red, swollen tonsils which may have a purulent exudative coating of white patches (i.e. pus). There may be enlarged and tender neck cervical lymph nodes.

Tonsillitis may be caused by Group A streptococcal bacteria,[1] resulting in strep throat.[1] Viral tonsillitis may be caused by numerous viruses[1] such as the Epstein-Barr virus[1] (the cause of infectious mononucleosis)[2] or the Adenovirus.[1]
Sometimes, tonsillitis is caused by a superinfection of spirochaeta and treponema, in this case called Vincent's angina or Plaut-Vincent angina.[3]
Although tonsillitis is associated with infection, it is currently unknown whether the swelling and other symptoms are caused by the infectious agents themselves, or by the host immune response to these agents. Tonsillitis may be a result of aberrant immune responses to the normal bacterial flora of the nasopharynx.

Please let me get well soon.
I haven't start on my next week papers. i need to start mugging. :(

very very depressed now.

random thoughts

2009-04-13T03:42:00.009+08:00

it's the mugging period again. =X
and i seemed to be taking my own sweet time to study. 2 lecture notes per day. somebody SLAP ME! this is not right. i should be motivated i should be studying very hard BUT.. my brain(s) is/are not really functioning very well these few days. i take a long time to understand what i was reading and the zzz monsters kept attacking me. oh well.. wad's new. it's semester 8. i shan't complain anymore.

kk asked me a very good question yest.
"how did you managed to survive till year 4?"

actually to be truthful, i really dunno.
i'm not a smart student, neither am i hardworking.
i'm just an average ass who mugs at the last min with impossible thoughts of wanting to do well.
but of i cuz i din larh.

anyway, on a side note..
i'm mugging with pighead again. =) last sem tgt. maybe i'll be nice to come visit u next year!
oh and there's this senior of mine whom i've know since J1.
Such an irony that the conversations we had for the past 2 days was more than the conversations we had for the past 5 years.
and i'm really really surprised that he actually still have my contact no.
seriously got a shock when i saw a msg from him. @_@

thank god i didn't delete his away from my phone.
i'll feel damn guilty.

anyway.. my last 11 days in sch.
still having very mixed feelings abt it.

*good luck for exams everyone. especially final year students!
we came in as freshies tgt, we grad tgt. =)

till then....

My last lesson in sch

2009-04-09T17:02:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, but i felt kinda sad when class ended yesterday.
That would officially marked the end of my uni lessons life.

2 more weeks + FYP presentation and i'll say byebye to N*U.
All those times.. the friendship made, the hall life...
i'll miss it... badly.

MACHEDA is the man!

2009-04-06T01:27:00.004+08:00

THIS IS THE ~~MAN~~! BOY! SO YOUNG SO HANDSOME SO BRILLIANT!

SUPREB GOAL. but i din get to watch it live! :(

and YES! livescore.com didn't disappoint me. :D

a very happy girl now.!

P.S: who says only liverfool knows how to score goals at 92min!!!! TSK... we are even better. we did it at 93rd min!

very depressed

2009-04-06T00:07:00.002+08:00

Depressing first half. The more i watched the more irritated i got.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH.
are we on the way to lose 3 matches in a row?
I'm not watching the 2nd half.. hopefully livescore.com can give me some nice surprises.

P.S: shall update dearie's and junior's birthday another day.

damn moody now. :(

wad a day...

2009-04-02T03:23:00.009+08:00

Caught a movie after class today with Laura and Sebrina.

"Detroit Metal City"

Soichi Negishi is a shy and gentle young man who dreams of a career as a pop musician. Dreams don't pay the bills, so he's ended up as the lead singer of a death metal band called “Detroit Metal City.” In stage costume he is Johannes Krauser II, rumored to be a demon, to have killed and raped his parents, to wield his giant death penis with abandon, etc. etc. Negishi despises DMC and all that it stands for, but so help him, he's a terrific performer and can't walk away from that. As DMC's star rises Negishi tries to satisfy both worlds, but can he? No. No, he can't.

The movie is damn funny although the peektures above seemed scary. Yeah was kinda shocked too and i dun quite like seeing it cuz i think it frightens my poor heart. Anyway, on a side note, the main character is the guy who acted 'L' in death note. ZOMG right? hahhaha. he looked damn cock in the show and his mushroom head aka dickhead (his bro called him tt in the show), kept making me laugh. Quite a nice movie although i'm not the kind of person who likes metal music.

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I finally gotten the oreo cheesecake recipe from syaza and guessed wad! It was supposed to be a surprise but i blew it away!

Met dearie for supper and .........

*rings rings....

Me: eLLooo

Mum: u reach sch alrdy?

Me: nope! i'm having supper! OH btw did u check my cheesecake in the fridge? (LOUDLY)

Then.... i looked up and saw the PIG smiling at me...

dearie: yayy! the cake is for me!

Me: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i sucked at giving surprises. BOOOOOOOOOO... :(

COUNTDOWN

2009-04-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

i'm currently counting down the number of days to the following:

1. Handing in my FYP Report. I just need a B and i'll be thankful. So mei chu xi! but i dun care!!! i'll just be thankful that i'll meet the honours mark.

2. EXAMS of cos'.. which i don't seem to have the sense of urgency towards it. I dunno why but i really just dun feel like starting on my revision. (SLAP ME PLZ) it's just 15 more days to my first paper!

3. N*U! yes! i'm saying byebye to this campus. I'm having very mixed feelings about this because afterall this place brought back so much memories from me being a freshie till now. and of cuz letting me know porkieshit too. :) and not forgetting all the wonderful friends made. Somehow, i know i'll miss this place.

4. Taiwan! 16th May - 26th May. Stupid me booked the air tickets wrongly so all of us will be staying one extra day! hheehhee. i'm soooooooooo looking forward to this trip! @_@

5. Phuket! 10th June-13th June. My first trip with kailin and neo! and of cuz dearie will be coming along too! woots cheers to double date/trip!

6. and last but not least... the day i step into the working world. But i'm quite sure it's not gonna be anytime soon. and i seriously might have to activate plan B. (crossing my fingers though)

IMAGE HEAVY

2009-03-31T02:04:00.013+08:00

okays. i decided to make this post an image heavy one! :)

my happenings in March!

1st March 09

Softball friendly with the laojiaos of hall XV

i hope there will be more friendlies to come! =) i love this team.

19th March 09

March babies celebration at mykii

* i simply love the ambience and the layout. :)

* the food is not too bad.. but little variety.

check it out at http://www.mykii.com.sg/

* i miss u girls much much much! =) pinic soon okays!

28th March 09

Music Seniors meet again!

* this great bunch of pple made my last camp a memorable one. :)

von baby!! hurry post up the remaining photos okays.

SU 15 Music seniors

2009-03-29T01:55:00.002+08:00

felt happy to see familiar faces today, and i'm glad that the turnout was pretty good despite all the latecomers! thankew jasper, evon, becca, joel, weilun, pong and pingwei for coming! =)

we talked abt good old times, how we tried so hard to stay awake after night cycling, listening to stupid joel telling the pink ping pong ball story which lasted for damn bloody long and i swear my face was freaking grumpy throughout the whole time cuz i just wanted to sleep but i can't cuz i'll be strip naked and tied to the tree. BUT thank god for weilun's spastic actions that made me last thru the agony in listening to the dumb story. HAHAHA. it was good laugh.

now i miss camp, i miss pre-camp actually and i miss those laughters. and looking at those videos that becca posted up... makes me feel like an emo shit all over again.

i'm glad i have seniors like them. =)

tummy upset

2009-03-22T12:37:00.003+08:00

i thought i was having cramps.
but nooooooo. i went to the toilet upteen times. =X
and i totally hate tt watery feeling.

it's day 3 alrdy! ARGHH...
should i see a doc?
the pain wun go away.. and i hate it cuz it's on and off.

:(
my weekends are gone
just like that.
*hrmpfs

my beloved FYP

2009-03-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

i love surprises! and this is one of them!!!
heeeeee. i'm glad i see more $$ coming into my bank account!
i really need it for my upcoming trips to taiwan and phuket! =)

*a happy girl today!

ROOKIES

2009-03-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

Koichi Kawato is the new Japanese Literature teacher at the ill-famed Futakotamagawa high school, whose baseball club is composed of thugs and bullies who have been suspended for a year from all school competitions, for causing a brawl during an official match. The newly appointed teacher finds that the club members left are only interested in women, smoking and doing nothing until, under Kawato's guidance, they discover their dream of going to the Koshien high school baseball tournament. However, the road to Koshien is far from easy as many obstacles await them.

I'm really amazed at my own emotions.
A 11 episodes jap drama actually made me cry at every single episode. and yes i repeat myself.. every single episode.
I really dunno it's the show or just me, cuz i felt so much on the trainings they had, the games they were in and the friendship they had. It just simply reminds me of softball... how we trained so hard just to get to the finals, how we enjoyed each other company so much and the friendship we had. It just hit upon me that i really really miss playing with my girls. :(

5 hidden reasons why i'm fatigued all the time

2009-03-04T02:36:00.005+08:00

i just came across this section in the Dec 2008 issue of SHAPE magazine.

'' U slept a full 8 hours the night before, yet u're yawning an hour past breakfast. U can't help but feel lousy and lethargic. While it's easy to dismiss fatigue as a by-product of a stressful life, there may be a medical condition lurking beneath the surface.''

OMG this is just exactly the condition i'm in...

here's the 5 HIDDEN reasons for being fatigued all the time.

1. DEPRESSION

The sinking feeling caused by the dropped in chemical levels in the brain. Fatigue, whether mental or physical, is a common symptom of depression. Women have about 10-15% risk of developing depression and it's most common in pple in their late 20s and early 50s. It will reach the peak for those between 30 and 50. Work pressure, financial worries and maybe FYP experiences most stress.
One have to differentiate between sadness and depression. The latter happens for no reason and the gloomy mood can dominate a person's life for weeks. One key symptom: A person no longer find joy in things that usually perk them up no matter what they do. Look out for signs like tiredness, poor sleep, appetite loss and headaches.

Possibility of me falling in this category: 70-80% (i'm moody and grumpy for no reason recently)

2. DIABETES

When a person have diabetes, the lack of insulin prevents blood sugar from entering the cells to provide energy, hence the constant fatigue. Symptoms include: weight loss, thirst, frequent urination, blurring vision, numbness in the toes.

Possibility of me falling in this category: 60% (cuz i got a sweet tooth)

3. FIBROMYALGIA

Due to abnormalities in the central nervous system. Symptoms: pain, muscle soreness, aches, fatigue, sleep disturbance, sometimes numbness in hands and feet, poor concentration, abdominal pain and urgency to urinate.

Possibility of me falling in this category: >10%

4. CHRONIC FATIGUE SYNDROME (CFS)

A disorder that causes a person to become so tired, he/she cannot perform daily tasks and this condition lasts for more than 6 months.

Possibility of me falling in this category: 0%

5. ANAEMIA

Heavy menstral cycles for eg, is a common cause of anaemia. Bleeding leads to a drop in haemoglobin, an iron rich protein that transports oxygen from the lungs to other parts of the body. When a person's body does not receive enough exygen, fatigue results. Can also cause by deficiencies in iron, folic acid, vitamin B12 or kidney disease.

Possibility of me falling in this category: >10%

so to conclude.. with my current grouchy self.. i'm going into depression???

random

2009-03-03T12:26:00.005+08:00

i bet NTU is famous now for what had happened yest. and yes i'm shocked that this kinda stuff actually happened right here in my sch. EEEEEwweks! it's really freaky. But i'm really very interested to find out what actually happened. I read lots of online articles but i guessed it'll be hard to find out the truth now that the guy's dead and we are only left with a one-sided comment from the prof.

A few of us gossiped about the incident.. and we came up with a few reasons.

1. the guy's having some mental prob.

2. the prof is being too harsh on him.. u know how some profs are like. ESP FYP profs. they can be quite idiotic at times, niao-ing you at the simplest things and bringing you down making u feel like u have done nothing right at all. ( it can be very frustrating at times)

3. the prof wanted him to change his FYP topic. (ok this is dumb)

4. As he is a bright student, he'll probably set expectations for himself to score an A for his FYP, but his prof told him that with what he has done.. A is no where in sight.

i feel sorry for him but then again... at the same time, i'm amazed that many people are actually making a joke outta it... Even the other profs..

But profs do beware... the FYP period is a crazy time for us students. Sometimes it'll be good to mind your words and be tactful with what you say instead of making us so stressed up. i think the next time i visit my prof, i'll probably need to go thru some scan ( like those in the airport), to make sure i'm not bringing in anything dangerous to his office. and i bet at this point of time, most profs are also feeling scared over what had happened.

i hope the truth will be out soon.

amazed

2009-03-01T08:28:00.004+08:00

it's 830am! and i'm up! zomg! and the only reason to this is because i need to send edwin ng zhi yong to harbourfront. ROARS! but since he's nice enough to fall asleep at my house i shall not complain. HAHAHHAA.

took junior for a walk before coming up! felt kinda refreshed for awhile but now i feel damn sleepy. i'm gonna nap for another hour before going for tuition and SOFTBALL!! :)

another thing that amazed me... sometimes i really wonder how can some people have such low EQ.... -.-

anyway.. surfnsweat today! i hope it will be sunny all day long! :) so sorry i couldn't be there! but i know the event will turn out well. jiayouuuuuuu!!

p.s: 2 birthdays today!
HAPPIE 23rd Birthday teoteo! :) it's my 13th year wishing u this!! and it will go on forever. i promise! and...
HAPPIE 53rd Daddy! i hope u stay as strong as you can be and healthy too!!

:D

my love :)

2009-02-26T23:42:00.003+08:00

YAYY! my caricature is finally done! :) love it soooooooo much and i was abit sad tt they guy painted my shirt color wrongly. It was supposed to be orange not brown. :( cuz i have a reason for that color! but oh wells.. it's still very very preeeeeeety!!! although it's abit or rather very expensive i think it's worth my money! hehehehe..

* happie 2nd year porkieshit. :D (a very belated one i know.... )

anyway.. on a side note, those interested in having a caricature done can visit the guy's webbie.
http://www.hans-pic.blogspot.com/

homeeeee

2009-02-25T02:32:00.004+08:00

i'm back! :)

tired and very burnt!

a very enjoyable trip indeed with my MSPeepz. :D

shall update soooooooon with the zillion photos we took!

a short getaway...

2009-02-22T02:20:00.005+08:00

i'm off to Bintan for 3 days!! :)

a short getaway is good for the body and the mind.

dun miss meeeeeeee!

softball

2009-02-21T02:44:00.001+08:00

i miss trainings.

i miss u girls.

i miss playing softball.

i'm so looking forward to 1st March for the friendly against the XV laojiaos. :)

womanizer

2009-02-19T23:23:00.002+08:00

womanizer, woman-womanizer, you're a womanizer

oh, womanizer, oh, you're a womanizer baby

You, you-you are, you, you-you are

womanizer, womanizer, womanizer

(womanizer)

grawhhh... this song is driving me nuts.
dancing to it is crazy.
i swear i'll rmb my steps well. :)
though i really feel like sleeping on evon's baby bed now.
*yawn. practicing alone is boring.

BABY WHERE ARE YOU?
i feel like leaving lots of post-its in ur room. like every single corner but i forgotten to bring mine over! and this stack of green post-its right infront of me is so tempting. should i? heeee. =P

new skin =)

2009-02-19T02:07:00.004+08:00

here i am.. changing my blog skin when i'm supposed to be studying for my recording quiz tml.

just simply love to procrastinate and later regret. =/

2 more hours to soccer.

i must be MAD to stay up for it. but it's ManU how can i miss it.

5 pts clear. An early cheers to celebrate! :)

pissed

2009-02-17T21:57:00.004+08:00

i really detest those who likes to take things for granted, self conceited people, fcuking low EQ people and those who only think for none other but themselves.

Really irritates me to the max and i dare say my tolerance level is VERY HIGH. so if you can make me feel so pissed and irritated. well done! u just got yourself a ticket onboard my runway train to the rubbish dump.

this outburst is probably due to my PMS.
my boo.

* anyway. HAPPIE 23rd Birthday Sher. i hope u had a great day. =)

lovey dovey

2009-02-17T01:50:00.019+08:00

okays. here's another long post... abit lovey dovey. bear with it... =X

About two weeks ago, i went to 'perm' my hair. It's called twist. i din take a picture of it cuz i think it's ugly. but oh wells. it'll go away right. hahahhaha.

11th February 2009

HAPPIE 2ND ANNIVERSARY porkieshit!
time pass real quickly.. it felt like we've been together for so long. okay maybe not that long but still the memories and everything.... big thank you for that. =) i know we'll have a long journey together.

Went Sushi teh for dinner at vivo and it's yummy! Probably cuz we were both VERY hungry. Decided not to fill our tummy to the max at sushiteh.. cuz i insisted on ice cream.. and i really wanted to eat the fondue at hagen daz... BUT the serving was way toooooooo BIG. =(

i had fun playing with the chocolate sauce though. hehehehehe.. Went up to the arena area.. sat there for awhile and talked... and we finally went back hall after a long tiring day.

14th February 2009

Happy Valentine's everybody. =)

I spent the best vday ever with the people i love. Double date is fun! =P

Decided to do away with the crowd and the expensive meals and had steamboat at hall 3's rooftop with dearie, teoteo and her bf. We bought too much food and in the end there was so much leftovers... after so we had fun taking peeektures! Wanted to head over to ADM.. but we only finished eating and cam whoring near midnight. Shall save it for next time! =) and i love Mr Smiley!! the big big big yellow ballon tt teoteo bought for me!! *loves

And to end off this disgustingly lovey dovey post... tadahhhh.. my best pressie from porkieshit!!!

* i feel so guilty cuz the pressie for him is not done. but it's a nice surprise. Can't wait to collect it soon! sHall post it up when it's done. =)

the taboo 31

2009-02-12T23:26:00.007+08:00

i haven't updated here for a super duper long time!! sooo it's gonna be a long post... bear with it!

THE TABOO NUMBER 31

31st January 2009

31 became the number i detest most! we lost softball finals to h3 again, by 2 runs this time round. We had the upper hand, leading 5-4 for 3 innings before we had to play an extra inning because we still had time... and the last inning we made mistakes. Very stupid mistakes that cost us lose the golden cookie... and yes there was unspoken guilty amongst us and simple mistakes was all it took.. tears stung my eyes and i felt even worst when my teammates (the yr ones) apologized to me because they couldn't give me a golden cookie for my last year. the feeling really sucks and i totally hate it! there were so many IF ONLYS... and yes.. if only i'm not in my last year. i really love playing with this bunch of happy girls. Thanx for the wonderful season girls. i'll be back somehow. =D

[Went for 1st dance lesson after the match. Bad lesson for me cuz i can't stop thinking of the match. So half the time i was day dreaming in class and i couldn't catch the tempo, the beat, the steps.... and wad's worse... It was only warm up... but of cuz the next lesson will be better!]

1st February 2009

The next reason on why i hate 31 is becoz Junior failed his exam on his first try. Super distracted dog on exam day and i really felt like strangling him or hanging him on some tree!! ROARS. and guess wad! Junior's exam tag no. was 31. wad's wrong man! anyway i was just so pissed with him cuz he was so stubborn and wouldn't stop barking. I seriously had a hard time calming him down. So Junior had to retake his exam the next Sunday. @_@ *roll eyes WHO SAYS ONLY HUMANS TABAO EXAMS!! even dogs do okay!!

3rd February 2009

Met up with the girls to post celebrate my birthday! Feels great seeing u girls. When was the last time we celebrated each other's birthday? Primary School? haahahhaha. anyway, I love the company, the gossips and the fish eye! Will take lots of photos with it to show u all!! heeeeee. Thankew darlings!

The rest of the weeek.

Project meetings. FYP meetings. Presentation.
Who say final year is good? It sucks to the max!!
I am seriously hating final year cuz i dunwann work.

8th February 2009

Junior's retest! and YAYY! he passed! He obediently listened to all commands except for sit. He kept lying flat on the ground until he saw food! ahhhh. greedy one! But i'm so proud of him!!
Good dog Junior Boy!

NVM was held on the same day. Sad to say.. i didn't went down to support my baby event.. but i heard it's not too bad this year.. with side games like the the basketball machine that we play at the arcade.. Sounds good. =) Happy for the comm that the event went well. SnS next! It'll be the sunniest day singapore ever have. =D

orites.. updates till here... shall blog after vday!
* pssst.. i'm so excited abt sat! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

my birthday

2009-02-01T23:30:00.006+08:00

HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!

yes i finally turned 23 years old 2 days ago and was very much a happy day despite having training at night. =)

Many thanx to all those who wished me thru sms and facebook. Appreciate all the wishes!

Big thanx to MS Peepz for the birthday cake and trying to make it a 34 years old bday celebration instead of 23!!! ( but i took away the extra candles! ) HAHAHA... and also for getting me the twilight book series! thankew so much!

Big thanx to my softball girls for the surprise cake during training! i'm so sorry my birthday wish did not come true. =(

Big thanx to mummy! =P for the big big chip n dale that i've always wanted. hehhehhe.

Big thanx to dearie for the delicious meal at dian xiao er! It's really yummy! and also the sunflower which i forced u to buy for me! HAHAHAHA. =P but still..... u owe me my present... again... BLEH..

Big thanx to pighead for the chip n dale puppets and the ugly photos of meeee!

P.S: huifennnnn! i want my photos! =) dearieeee! i want my photos tooooooo! =D

CNY

2009-01-26T16:47:00.002+08:00

GONG HEI FATT CHOY!

HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR everyone!

ARGH

2009-01-24T13:36:00.001+08:00

FREAKING ANGRY.

stupid photobucket bandwidth issue. now i can't use back my old blogskin.

i am so gonna create my own blogskin.

very very soon!

ROARS.

random!

2009-01-24T01:23:00.004+08:00

Had training today and i went back to sch just for that instead of attending lessons in the morning. Haaa.. did i set any resolutions on attending all lessons for my last sem? i dun seemed to remember that. oh wells. =X i dun do it eveytime right. heh.

Went for tuition and oh boy i'm so lucky that i do not have to give tuition on friday nights from feb onwards! The mum changed it to weekends! YAYY! i'll have fri night to chill. =) and no tuitions for next week cuz trainings take up wed, thurs and fri evenings. bahhh.. i never trained so hard before other than SYF last time. hahahaha.

i finally found the chance to meet up with yiping! and we had a nice long chat abt r/s and work. It's gonna be my turn soon! work? study? or teach?
i have a few more months to consider carefully.

Anyway.. i'm glued to the book Marley and me. =)
Bought it on Wed and went to starbucks for a cup of coffee, sat there and read my book.
Enjoyed the peacefulness i had... just my book and me.
Lifted my head once in awhile, looked at all shoppers, stared into space and back to my book again. hahahha. It's quite an enjoyable thing to do. REALLY. =)

2 days to CNY.
i need to start packing my room.
ROARS.
i need a maid.
anyone?

yayy

2009-01-21T01:17:00.006+08:00

My first CNY celebration in hall ever since i stayed there since year 2. HAHAHAHA. Decided to go since the softball girls are all going. =) Felt damn bloated after the dinner. Had lots of fun too taking peeeektures and laughing at the performance. oops. =X But we were just so unlucky in the lucky draw section. None of us won anything. =( But overall i think it's a great effort put in by the social comm. Still waiting for peektures to be uploaded in facebook so i can go kop them! =D

Anyway.. headed to yeiling's room to finish up the stupid poster that we need to hand in for the $^$#^#$%^$@%^#@ competition. I wonder if it looked pro enough cuz we have no idea what to put inside.

* tell me it looks PRO.

i'M still contemplating if i should watch soccer later on. I wanna see my new love play! ZORAN TOSIC!! he's just so cute btw but apart from that.. i wanna see his skills! but the match is at an unearthly timing. 4am.. ZOMG! and lesson's at 830am. =(

* my new love. =)

trainings

2009-01-20T01:46:00.003+08:00

okies.. training schedule is out.
i gotta spend my birthday training. No celebration. =(
But for that golden cookie that we are all working hard for.. it's worth the sacrifice. heeeee

Met dearie for dinner at jp and we bumped into cons and mari! Chatted for awhile and ended up going NTUC tgt for some groceries shopping! Met teoteo there at jp too! but poor darling's still limping away.. i hope she gets well soon!

anyway.. on a side note.. i'm still quite sore abt FYP. i can't believe my prof and my research fellow submitted out FYP for some engineering competition. ARGHHHHH. more work to be done! and we needa submit this poster, A1 in size that includes peeeektures and a short write up of what our project is abt. GRAWHHHHHH~ extra work! extra deadlines! extra presentation!

feeling rather grouchy today.
PMS. and it's for real... i hate it when my auntie visits. I have no appetite to eat at all and i get irritated easily. I hope i stop bleeding soon. =X

FINALSSSSSSSS

2009-01-18T23:02:00.006+08:00

SOFTBALL FINALS HERE WE COME!

omg i'm still so damn high from the game. Can't stop thinking abt all the runs, all the hits, all the catches............ ahhhhhhh it's just EVERYTHING! i'm finally getting a cookie! hahahhaha. =D

but right now. we want a golden cookie!!!! =X

We lost to them by 1 run in the prelimaries.
It's payback time!!

oh man.... i love XV softball girls. U all are really a bunch of happie bunnies! =)

damn shagged now.. but i still wanna think abt the game! heeeeeeeeeee

* the happie bunnies. =D

bored

2009-01-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

Been feeling really really bored recently. Only softball trainings are of much entertainment. =)
Last 2 trainings before our match on Sun. I really really hope it wun be the last. tt's my first bday wish. =P i have 22 more wishes. hahhhahahaa. so the logic is the older u get the more wishes u get to make too. (ok this is plain ultimate rubbish) but what i'm trying to say is... we really deserve a place in the finals. =)

Passed the audition for recording. and so did jarthe. =) Yayy! Had our first lesson today and it seemed chim. Formed our group and we have abt a month or so to arrange our music to play for recording. Hopefully everything turns out well.

Went for HO yest to watch cheerleading. Hall 7 really deserved to be champions but i thought my hall did fairly well too. At least i really liked their uniforms/costumes or wadever u call tt. Something unique and nice. But this year's standard really high. Not many halls fumbled unlike last year. Anyway.. thanx evon baby for squeezing with me. hehehhe. =P

anyway.. i'm contemplating if i should try sundown. heeeeeeee. =D

happy 23rd!

2009-01-11T22:07:00.007+08:00

p.s: i'm sorry for falling asleep so early yest. =P but still thanks for accompanying me the past 2 days!

u're still being loved by meeeeeeeeeeeee.

ARGHHHHH.

2009-01-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

argh.. i'm so dreading to go for class tml.
Final sem really sucks cuz there's this thing called FYP haunting you now and then.
I haven't touch mine since 2 weeks ago cuz we finished building the ship model and it felt like i've completed my FYP. shit.. somebody slap me back to reality.

printed my notes and checked edventure. Tutorials on the first week of sch. WTH.
timetable sucks big time too. mon, wed and fri. ROARS.

dearie's off to IA tml.
No more lunches with him. =(
but that leaves me more time for my MS Peepz, my hall friends and SC friends. =)
Shall try to spend more time with them since i'm graduating soon.

Anyway, been blocking out this whole issue on job search cuz i dun seem to know what i wanna do. Should i go NIE? or should i just work in the industry that i've studied for 4 years. argh...
and i finally understood the kind of pressure in looking for a job cuz everyone seemed to be asking me this question.

totally hate this feeling. =X

SEMIFINALS!!

2009-01-04T00:45:00.005+08:00

WE WONNNNNNNNNNN!!!

omg! softball semifinals here we come!!!

(i'm one step nearer to fulfill my resolutions!)

The match was a very intense one with us holding them 0 for 3 innings until H6 drew 1-1 and we went into a tie breaker.. and yes we finally won them! final runs.. 3-1. Hall XV Softball Girls! I LOVE YOU ALL!! =)

and i'm so happy cuz i can still play softball! YAYY!
made many stupid mistakes today and i shall go fan xing in my dreams.

Next match against H7.
No more stupid mistakes from me.
I will catch all balls at first base.
I will find back my form on batting.
And i have 2 weeks to work on these.

jiayou softball girls!
jiayou Hall XV. =)

However. the day did not end well cuz the guys lost to H2, and all hopes on the guys to defend their title ended. But i'm sure they will be back tougher and stronger next season. =)

for now...
it's time to do some reflections...

sch's starting and i'm so not looking forward to it.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH....
=(

two-oh-oh-nine!

2009-01-01T22:38:00.011+08:00

HAPPY TWO-OH-OH-NINE! =)

NYE was well spent with dearie cuz we almost froze to death at snow city. (ok i exaggerated) but it was really freezing inside the snow chamber that we had to take breaks outside cuz my toes were so numb and pain. I wanted to spend christmas eve there but we had a homely christmas with our families instead.. so yest nite was more of a belated white christmas and countdown party!

Was quite surprised to see many people at snow city. Thought we were the only crazy ones to go to such a place for countdown. At least it's not as squeezy as i thought! =) Had lotsa fun there although there wasn't much to do. But the company and the environment was great. But we were rather suay in the lucky draw. Ticket no. 826, 827 and 838 were called but not 828 and 829!! BOOOOOooo...

countdown to 2009 and 'snow' kept falling down! whahahha. so fun! =P but on a side note... it's really a small small place, so not advisable to go there unless there's a party like yest. Really enjoyed myself.. and after the countdown we walked all the way home from jurong east to bukit batok. hehehe.. save $$

* freeeeezing inside!

* loves and cheers to a better year for us. =)

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anyway.. to add on to my resolution list....

9. i should try to minimise my spendings on online shopping!

( i just bought sth this morning =x)

10. and yes! dance classes! =)

Majong-ed with fatmunk, sher and dearie.... exciting game. HAHAHAHA. and it's 4 more days to final sem. so not looking forward to it... can't imagine life without school...

last of 2008!

2008-12-31T13:24:00.006+08:00

It's the last day of 2008! Time to do some reflections and set new resolutions for 2009. =)

2008 was a not so bad year for me.

1. Lessons in school were much more interesting and fun becoz of the exchange i went and the newly formed MS Peepz. =)

2. Brought little junior into my life and it's really nice to have him around in the house!

3. Attachment really bored the hell outta me but at the same time it made me realised that i'm very much not suited to work in an office environment. This also gave me a wake up call that i should start my search in finding what i really wanna do when i grad.

4. Went back to SU 15 as GL and i must say it's a very different experience i've got from being an ABL. =) My co. will be the first and last best co i'll ever have. Although my group is somewhat not what i've expected but i'm still glad we went through 7 good days. Thanks Pingwei, Velvet and Music.

5. Year 4 sem 1 went past in a flash. The only relieve i've got was the results i saw on the screen 2 days ago. =)

6. Dear and me had a great year too and there's nothing more i can ask for. =) Appreciate every single thing u've done and having you around is the best thing in my life.

ToMel:Lastnite,ifinallytookouttheboxthati'vechuckedaside2yrsago.Readthruthosestuffthatuoncewrote,torethemupandthrewitaway.somehowifeelhappy.Life isreallygoodnowandi'mthankfulthatbackthen,ifoundthecouragetowalkouttait. =D.We'llstillbegoodfriendsafterallthathappened.

Some resolutions set for 2009

1. Save up enough money to go Aussie with dearie.

2. Grad with an honours at least. (although 3rd class is not something to be proud of)

3. Hope that Junior and my family will all be as healthy as ever ( i dunno if this is a resolution! hahaha. but i'll try to keep them healthy! )

4. Be a nice gf to dearie. =)

5. Find a job that i like or rather know what i really want to do in the future. (i'm still quite lost here)

6. Have a smooth sailing r/s with dearie.

7. More victories for XV softball team.

8. Make everyone around me happy! and of coz be happy myself! *smiles

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actually.. i dunno what resolutions i should make.
Just want everyone to be happy, forget the past and move on. =)
2009 will also mark the end of my studying life, unless i decide to go to NIE or further my studies which is not very likely. But nonetheless... i'll miss school life, miss the freedom and say hello to worklife.

BYE 2008! and a big HELLO to 2009!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! =)

may this new year be a blessed year for all!

girl's nite out!

2008-12-30T23:14:00.005+08:00

Met up wif the girls last monday for dinner at Essential ~~Blues~~ Brews at Holland V. The food there is yummy! =) Shall head back there soon.. with dearie. =P

* our food! =)

* Our friendship of 13 years. =) love u girls! Shall meet up again!

That aside.... softball trainings was fun but tiring... Really hope our hardwork will pay off on sat.

Result's out and it's my best one in 7 sems with only 1 B as my lowest. =)
i know i shouldn't be greedy and i should be satisfied with what i've got.
but still... i can't help but to regret screwing up my year 1 modules.
Right now, i'm left with 1 last sem.
After much calculations... even if i aced all 3 modules and my fyp...
i'm still in 3rd class...
grawhhhh...

IF i had studied harder.. i'm very sure i'll be within the 2nd lower range.
IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF.......
nothing but IFs...
=(

happy!

2008-12-28T13:32:00.016+08:00

Belated Merry Christmas and Boxing Day! =)

I finally spent my first Christmas with dearie! but i kinda missed my white christmas that i had last year at Norway. Just so lovely...

* Our FIRST Christmas together! =)

ANyway.. finally met up with MS Peepz for a Xmas party at Sher's place! and yes.. it's another BBQ for me! my 3rd one to be exact! YUCKS. Had so much fun playing heart attack and daidee which ended up with fatmunk getting injured by seb's long fingernails! hahahhaa. Gift exchange was fun too! =) Got a big box of chocs from Melia. yummy!

* the crazy five who played heart attack and daidee!

* US!

* Merry Christmas MS Peepz! Can't wait for Taiwan trip with u guys! =)

Christmas eve was spent with dearie and his family at their chalet at aloha loyang with all his uncles, aunties and cousins. on tt very fateful night... i lost $42 in mahjong.. =( and got myself so bloated while playing daidee thru the night with his cousins, sis and bf cuz we drank freaking hell lots of water as forfeit. grwahhh...

We took the first shuttle bus outta aloha and headed back to dearie's place to nap. Then in the evening, it was dearie's turn to come for my christmas dinner with my family and cousins. hahahhaa. Had a chaotic dinner at jack's place cuz my dad ordered so much food! Headed to the bowling alley after that and everyone had a good laugh at how my small cousins and dearie bowled. =) finally a game i can win him! wahahhahahaa. =P

* look at the table of food!

* the cousins! =)

* yayy! i love bowling with YOU!~ bleh.

to sum up Christmas this year. I had fun! =)

the gatherings, the families, the boyfriend. *LOVES

SOFTBALL was great too!!
Finally got into quarters! hall 6 next! alll the wayyyyyyyyyy~

loving every bit of softball now and i actually went down to watch the guy's match today at 9am.
and yayy! both teams are in for quarters! really hoped we can go far.. the girl's team esp have the potential to do so since i'm the only one graduating. HAHAHAHA. tt's how young the team is. =) anyway.. more trainings coming up! and i'm so looking forward to it!

Results in less than 6hrs... i dunno if i'll do well. i really tried hard alrdy... and i seriously needa see some A's coming in... crossing my fingers. =X

till then......

happenings. =)

2008-12-20T02:12:00.012+08:00

Been softballing for the past few days. Won our first match against hall 13 thrashing them 19-2 but we lost to hall 3 today by just one run. =( final runs, 12-13. ARGHHHHHHHH!!! tt's means we'll have to play hall 13 again and we must must must get into quarters.. cuz i think we deserve tt place there.

Had my primary school gathering today! Still as fun as ever and i'm really thankful for this bunch of wonderful friends who made my pri sch life so interesting and fun. New faces for the gathering are dearie and Lional (Shuz bf) cuz they missed the previous steamboat gathering we had at teoteo's place.

Thanx wenrui and wenwei for letting us use ur place. hehehee. maybe the next gathering at mine? =P Had pressie exchange! and teoteo got my piggy door stopper, syaza got dearie's adidas towel, i got elane's bottle of bird's nest and dearie got eeghim's $15 borders gift card. woohoo. so fun! =)

* gifts exchange ceremony! wahahhahaa.

BBQ was fun cuz there were lots of food! yummy! and wonderful cooks.

Theme for the xmas party was red and green. hehehehe.. dearie was the only guy in red!
and after eating too much we camwhore again. wad's new. hahahhaa.

* acting dumb 1

* acting dumb 2

* acting dumb 3

* wah lau!! MY FACE!!

* i love this shot!

* finally a proper one after SO MANY SHOTS.

* my wonderful girlies. =) 13 years of friendship and we'll keep it going no matter wad.

love u girls lots lots lots and lots.

* and i'm so happy dearie is free to come to the party. =)

i hope u enjoyed urself with those crazy bunch of peeps who left a great impact in my life.

busy busy busy very busy!

2008-12-12T23:15:00.002+08:00

wOOhoooo! just got back from softball training! =)
Gonna be super busy next week. I'm just so crazy killing myself with all these activities and some pple are asking me why i still wanna chup in hall stuff when i'm alrdy in my final year....
The only reason i have for myself doing so is because this will be my last time doing all these before i grad and i wun have a chance to play like this when i start working... so why not do it now to prevent myself from regretting the next time.

Final and crucial match tml for netball tml against hall 12. Hopefully we can win but 4 of our key players are not ard. hmmm... jiayou netball girls!! =)

anyway on a side note.. i met up with yiwei today! and we are going to plan for a Nan Hua 10 years anniversary. wOoohoo.. so exciting! 2009 marks the 10th Year since i've graduated from secondary school and i really missed my sec sch days. There's only 3 express classes (yes i know it's damn pathetic) but everyone knew each other and we always had chalets planned for all 3 classes. It's really time to catch up, and Yiwei! we'll make this happen together!! but first.. we need to form our committee. hahhahhaa. 2 person do will die! =D

tml's sports club alumni gathering... and i'm not going cuz i'll be watching Andy Lau's concert with........................................ my parents.
Kinda regretted that i included myself when i bought the tickets for my parents. arghhhh should just let them go on a date.
Maybe i should pop by at butterfac after the concert???
haven't seen all the sports club pple and the laojiaos for some time and i think alot of pple from 15th comm will be going too... boooo =(

Had a tiring day...
time for some rest.

=) *smiles

2008-12-11T22:32:00.004+08:00

some happy things to make me smile!

HAPPIE TWENTY-SECOND porkieshit! =)

ur presence never fails to make me grumpy, angry and not forgetting happy. hahaha =D

thanx for giving up ur training today just for me. thanx for turning up late for ur gl thingy. appreciate it lots.

next! it's my 200th post here! woohoo! although i dun blog THAT much.. but i never blog so much before. wahahahhaa.. so it's another happy thing! a new change and new look to my blog. love this! =)

been busy lately with softball trainings and fyp in sch.

there's a whole bunch of pple i wanna meet and hopefully i get to do it sooon.

i wanna go for dim sum buffet

i wanna go for kuishinbo again

i wanna go to the zoo with MS Peepz

i wanna play mahjong

i wanna go sentosa

i wanna go shopping

i wanna buy many things

i wanna get rid of my fats

i wanna go for a night run

i wanna watch a movie without dozing off.

i wanna........

wah lau eh... so many i wants. but no time

HOW!!

my holidays..

2008-12-06T00:41:00.004+08:00

gosh. i can't believe how i spent my holiays. i nua-ed like nobody's business and i feel damn guilty abt it. i sleep at 5am for the past week and wake up close to 2pm almost everyday. i was so lazy that i did not went for netball and softball training... until yest! i had to be down for softball cuz we had a friendly match against 14.. and i really need training. hahhahaa. been a month since my last softball training. so i AM going to turn up for training tml afternoon. a freaking SATURDAY afternoon. =(

anyway.. i've been camping and hibernating at home since exams ended. watching all my shows on my new lappie! *SMILES. yesyesyes! i'm typing away on my new toshiba lappie. love the graphics love the sound! so much better than my old one. hahahhaa. Went SITEX twice last week and managed to convince my dad to get me a new one. tee-hee! toshiba rocks! =D i love my lappie!

other than SITEX fair... the next time i was out was on Monday when me and von baby went down to studio wu to sign up for our dance class. baby can't make it for girls hip hop so we are left with street jazz.. but the class is full... so we headed down to o'school to take a look at the place. Their course only starts in jan next year.. so yeap. still waiting for studio wu to call us. else i think we will just go for the one at o'school. Went timbre to meet joel, jiade and jasper for dinner and some beer. The pizza was yummy! duck pizza. hahhahaa. it tasted just like peking duck. Shall head back there again next time. =)

Tuition finally started on tues! i'm so in need of money due to my horrible online shopping addict during the exam period. =( no more online shopping till eerm.. i find something i like. hahhahahaa! still in the search for my vest! argh.

Finally met up with Velvet yest after close to 250 threads on facebook!! Din had full attendance though.. cheryl and max was missing but it was a good meet up. =) Had lunch at the HK cafe at cine, took neoprints!!! and watch BOLT after tt. i love rhino! tt fat cute hamster... but sadly.. i kinda dozed off in between the show cuz i was kinda exhausted after my softball friendly in the morning.. so i might watch it again. heh. We walked down orchard road and finally settled at taka's starbucks for a drink and chatted till 9 plus before we parted. Slept my way thru on the bus ride home...

i really get tired easily nowadays.. haiz.. signs of being old.. =( turning 23 in 55 days. ARGHHHHHHHH! feel like going mambo but the thought of queueing and squeezing turns me off. and i dun think i have stamina to last thru the nite like when i was younger. hahaha.

Went to Expo AGAIN today to collect my race pack for stand chart. Sad to say.. i decided to give up my run due to lack of training and no motivation. Kinda disappointed with myself too.. but oh wells. but i have another thing to look forward to! Junior's first obedience class on sunday! i hope it will be fun!! =)

Next week will be another busy week cuz dear evil friend is back and tt means.. i have to start on my FYP. argh. i just hate it!! 4 christmas party to look forward to... i hope it's fun!

till den...

i shall continue to nua thru my holidays.

YAYY!!

2008-11-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

EXAMS OVER!! =)

no more canteen food, quad food and mac.!
no more studying at BIE! (till next sem)
no more munching of tidbits like nobody's business.
no more studying for now. hehehehe. =P

dECember will be an ultra super busy period for me.

FYP
IHG
Dance lessons. (vonx baby! have u decided?)
Volleyball at sentosa
Tuitions
KEEP FIT AND LOSE WEIGHT!!

gosh i'm so freaking fat now that i feel damn disgusted whenever i look at myself in the mirror.
so i gonna shed off lots and lots of fats and have a great nice tan before the new year!
tt's my last resolution for the year. =)

Can't wait for christmas to come too!
it's the season to be jolly.. falallala-lalalala~

for now.. can't wait for dearie to finish his paper so that we can go on a proper date.

till den...

it's time for pet society and geo challenge!

roars

2008-11-22T02:43:00.002+08:00

roars. i hate my dear!
he's so evil that i have to blog this down so i'll rmb this for life.

we were talking abt some stupid silly things abt him protecting me if somebody there's a fight and this was wad he said...

dearie: before anything happens u run first okay?

me: huh? why?

dearie: cuz i'll definately run faster than u, so u must run first!

me: ????????? $%$%@#$@#%

ya. this is how he is gonna protect me.
i hate u. roars!

exams

2008-11-22T00:44:00.013+08:00

okay.. von baby says i'm lazy.. and it's so true. i just didn't had the mood to blog for a very long time. cuz my life revolved around BIE, hall 3 and the exam halls. boring shit...

and i dunno why i have this weird final year syndrome when i go take my papers. i'm just so afraid of bao-ing any modules cuz tt would mean another extra sem in ulu ntu..

HRM paper was shit cuz i barely had enough time to complete the paper. and i'm so not gonna blame myself for not being able to finish it cuz i couldn't believe that the lecturer actually asked on all four countries. Not that i did not study, i did! but it's so much to write..and that was only for Q1 (a). which was 16 marks. CRAP!

SHIP LOG was extremly horrible.. i dun wished to talked abt it. =(

still very upset and angy over this.

INFO TECH was okay. =) at least i could do almost everything other than question one. haha.cuz i have no idea how to tackle the question and i actually smoked 3 pages of rubbish.

and i rewarded myself with a good meal at pizza hut today. *yummy!

one more paper to go.

another one that test my memory skills.
sometimes, i really just hate my course becuz they do nothing but to test how much i can memorise. and i seriously sucked at that and i really salute the TCM students. i dunno how they study.

anyway, to rest and relax my brain today, i finally visited photofunia. =)
tried out some stuff. hehe. it's rather fun!

*imagine this one day...

* i can't help to laugh at this pic.. dearie's head is SO BIG!

* i want a sketch like this someday...

but i feel so paiseh sitting at those roadside letting them draw.

so many pple staring! i feel uncomfy!

* i wanna grow old with u. =) as old as this tv!

* imagine all the cars are like this. wahahhaa.

* and this is super hilarious! two cats watching junior stare at them. hahahhahaa!

okay end of randomness. shall play with more next time! =)

i hope tues paper will end with a blast!

tcc better not stun us with weird questions.

it's time!

2008-10-30T23:03:00.004+08:00

YAYY! the damn prof comm presentation's finally over!!! and of cuz it went well for me despite the hundred thousand butterflies flying in my stomach. Got the grade that i wanted for presentation but my first assignment killed me. HAiii.. =(
Ended my last tuition yest, i'm so gonna eat grass till Dec.

It's time to start studying. Less than 2 weeks to exams and i'm still a lost sheep. mEhhh~
Dunno what i'm doing also. Somebody just slap me..

Attending cons and becca's 21st on fri and sat respectively.. and i realised that i'll be turning 23 in 3 months time. TWENTY-THREE. i feel damn old. grWahhh!! if only i can remain young forever than i dun have to work. hahaha.

Can't help but to feel excited for this year's christmas!
2 parties this year! =) With the MS peepz and my dearest primary school gang. ! wOohoo!
and before i get all excited planning these stuff.. i needa hit my books. =(

till then.. i must love my notes and most impt i must love exams!
i need those As.. =(
神。。救救我吧!

updates

2008-10-29T00:31:00.003+08:00

ello! i've been missing for damn long! and it all boils down to me being extremely lazy to blog. so this will also be an extremely long post with no pictures, cuz i'm very lazy to put it up cuz i hate arranging it. blogger should seriously deal with this prob.. Is it like this for you guys? or is it just my comp? hmmm...

anyway.. here's my long update of my life. =)

18th Oct
Street Challenge! After 2 years of organising it and sitting thru the horrendous long event briefings.. i finally became a participant. =) Joined handball with the music seniors, Joel, Pingwei, Jasper, Becca and Jeslyn. Felt abit bad cuz the girls dun really know how to play and we can't score for nuts, so we depended on the guys for all the games. Had lots of fun! and i'm beginning to love handball but a freak accident happened and it caused poor joel his knee. I hoped he's fine now. And after Joel was pushed away in a trolley, and jasper left to get his halloween stuff... we only had 4 players left and we pressed on! BUT we really looked damn cartoon on court cuz Pingwei was the keeper with 3 powerpuff girls playing the game. And we thought we did fairly well for about 3 mins? before the rain started falling on us and the ref had to blow the stupid whistle. and ta-dah. end of st. challenge for me. =( cuz everyone started to leave. But i had my fair share of fun watching dearie's team and yiwei's team play. and yayy! dearie's team won 3rd. =)

19th Oct
Headed to Chinatown with dearie to celebrate his grandma's birthday and at the same time meet his uncles and aunts and so many little children. heh.. to be truthful, i dun really like attending such big family gatherings cuz i dunno what to say!! So all i did was to sit there, smile and eat. =P

From 20th to 23rd
Was packed with tuitions, FYP, 1 quiz and 1 presentation. Nearly suffocated to death. hated that week. Simply madness. But YAYY! it's over. but then again.. it's my second last sem that i'll ever complain about this. I'm starting to wonder if i'll miss this kinda feeling. -shrugs-

24th Oct
Went for a school excursion! hahaha to SMA. Singapore Maritime Academy at Singapore Poly. They brought us to simulation rooms to experience what a captain experience. SO COOL! and the guy there actually asked us to suggest to NTU to allow us to have a module there. I TOTALLY AGREED! but come on! since when NTU is so nice to take in suggestions. We were brought to the make believe engine room as well as some 'classroom' for some lessons on loading and unloading cargo. but i couldn't decipher what he was talking so i ended up gossiping with Sebrina. hahaha. GIRLSsSSS...
We headed back to school for prof comm rehearsal at Yeiling's Room. hahaha. and we made ourselves comfortable by sleeping on the bed and rehearse at the same time. and we had fun hiding eeyore and moomoo in the room and Yeiling couldn't stop whining when she realized her soft toys were missing. hahaha. Wanted to meet FYP prof tt day to show him our masterpiece of our staircase model but he had a meeting to attend! BOO.. so much so for being so excited when our model was up. hahahaha. it was hardwork okay!!

In the night:
I WENT NIGHT SAFARI! with dearie =) SO FUN!! haha. i love halloweens esp the pumpkins! and i really thought that the actors there put up a good show. Some were rather scary and i got quite a few scares here and there. In total, i screamed thrice. RARRR. so paiseh. =X thanx to the dim sum lady and another 2 freaks who hid themselves in the bushes. But it was rather amusing to see all the people there walking and screaming. HAHAHA. not knowing when the scare factor will end. and yeap! i enjoyed myself sooooo much. Felt like a kid again. =)
We took the halloween express cocktail tram and we felt like celebrity when the tram went passed all the pple queing at the queue. Of cuz, we had to pay a better price too larh. hahaha. Our tram was nicely decorated with halloween stuff and we had seats allocated to us. We were served with cocktails, iced water, peanuts and deserts! haha. and with a ghost roaming ard in the carraige which happened to be my bestie's sister. WTH. so one scare factor down. hahaha. =) The tram brought us to this whole stretch called the chamber of dunno wad.. and all the scare factors started! Lucky they attacked the kids. hahaa. =P the boy beside me could'nt stop screaming. BUt i pity him also larh. evil parents. hehe. After the ride, we went to this bridge of hell. Took photos with mummy, vampire and this long tongue monster. haha.
The show at night safari was enjoyable too! The emcee was great and freaking humourous. OH and of all places we chose to sit, we sat at where they kept the humongous snake. I HATE SNAKES!! grrrr. my hair was standing when the keepers came to get the freaking monster out. YUCKS. The night finally ended with lots of phototaking with all the actors there. =)

25th Oct
MAHJONG SESSION again.. hahaha. we brought our habit back from Norway to Singapore. But yea like wad Sher mentioned in her blog, my best mj kakis are you, you, you and you. hahha u know who u are. =P more of this after exam ends! hehehe. Watched soccer at my place and yucks. We disgustingly drew. =( i wonder when we'll be at the top of the table again. Looking forward to that day. Liverpool's luck will run out soon. very soon. I can't wait for that day to come.

26th Oct
Great Eastern Run! Went with pighead and i met quite a few peeps there. =) potato darling was one of them! We run ONLY 10km. know why i stressed on that word ONLY? cuz i have another run in Dec which is 42km. THAT IS GOING TO BE HELL. i'm so contemplating to back out cuz my knees hurt like shit after running only 10km. I dun think they can suffer for 42km. HOW?? =( no time to train too. i think i'll walk the entire thing. hahaha.

Results!

Pos

Bib

Name

GUN

6.1Km_CheckPt

CHIP

6.1Km_CheckPt

GUN

Finish

CHIP

Finish

Remark

2910

1100

HO BI-YAN JASMINE

00:56:35

00:53:47

01:30:50

01:28:02

Eh not a very good one though. Could have done better... at least i din came back last. haha. Maybe.. i'll run again next year! I'll aim to do it below 1:15:00. =) Quite exciting to see so many females there. But envy those with the other half who woke up so early to go support their loved ones. UNLIKE mine. slept his way thru my race. ROARS. i hate you porkieshit.

This Week!
ONE LAST PRESENTATION! and ONE LAST TUITION before i can finally mug for exams! my second last sem, my second last exams. i really dunno to be sad or happy cuz Ms Ho here is not looking forward to working at all! hRumpf. =(

Anyway, on a side note, today's HRM tut was so amusing! Coling Ong mentioned that his wish before he leave this world is to see some sponsors like Old Chang Kee or Yakun buy over some EPL Clubs cuz he said that the English are too arrogant and racist. So we should do something abt it and of cuz the hottest talk now in EPL are Spurs and he actually asked us to imagine OCK or YK sponsoring them and have their logos on their jerseys. YUCKS MAN! hahahaha. i can't help laughing it off. too bad Melia and Fatmunk din come for lesson, i bet it would be even more hilarous with them around.

okies. there goes my ultra super duper long post filled with words. i promised there will be photos next time. i hope., hahhaa. in the meantime, just facebook and see from there okies.

the lazy one is going to read and chant her script 10 thousand times for presentation later.
=)

happy 20th!

2008-10-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

hAppie 20th dearie!

many more to come. =)

hell week

2008-10-10T00:57:00.008+08:00

hell week is here!
one quiz down and i felt super guilty abt it cuz i copied. as in literally copied from my left and right and my notes. This shall be the last time. i dun like the aftermath of it, the feeling sucks. I'll be good and study hard for my next 2 quizzes.

One presentation down, another one in 3 weeks time.
Next week is a killer.
i have info tech mgmt quiz on monday
~~i have intermodal quiz on tues.~~ THANK GOD THIS IS POSTPONED!
i have to hand in fyp progress report on wed.

i have tons of readings to do for fyp and MATLAB is just so ^%$%^#%$ but fun when u figured out wad you are doing. Yes me and yeiling took 3 hrs plus to figure out how to come up with a 3D diagram.
HELpp..

anyway.. apart from those not so fun things... tuition assignments are bottling up as well. My kids will be having exams soon so i have to turn up for more lessons than normal. but the good thing is i'll get paid sooner. =) yayy!

my kid is making me very angry whenever he does his english vocab work.
ROARS. was i like that when i was in primary 5? i seriously think i'm NOT.
here's some examples of his wonderful answers i've got.

Q1: The ______ erupted, causing many fatalities and injuries.

(1) hills
(2) mountain
(3) cliff
(4) volcano

Ans: mountain
Correction: cliff
Correcton again: volcano
Kill me please. He needs to be give 3 chances before getting his answer correct.

Q2: The choir sang christmas ________ for the concert.

(1) lullabies
(2) carols
(3) hymns
(4) lyrics

Ans: lullabies
Correction: carols
OK at least he tikam correctly upon his 2nd chance.

Q3: Seeing is _________

(1) confirming
(2) believing
(3) saying
(4) trusting

Ans: confirming
Correction: believing
Needs to be translated to chinese before he understood wad the sentence meant.

Q4: I have calculated this sum many times. Somehow, it just does not add ________

(1) in
(2) aside
(3) out
(4) up

Ans: in
Correction: up
ROARS.... add in ????? ^%$^#^#$^$

Q5: The fugitive gave the police the ______ again.

(1) run
(2) chase
(3) escape
(4) slip

Ans: chase
Correction: run
Correction again: slip
ZOMG!. fugitive chase police? *PULLS HAIR....

there's ~~worst~~ worse answers. wait till i find them and post them here.

for now.. i love fyp and fyp loves me!

happy 6th months old!

2008-10-05T23:14:00.010+08:00

hAppy 6th months old junior baby! =)

u've brought so much joy to my life and i love u more than anything else.

stay healthy little one!

* simply love you when u fall asleep on me. =)

* heh? put me on the floor?

* woofs! i wanna go down!

* are u putting me down?

* okok.. i'll be good! woofs woofs. smiling at mummy!

i love you junior baby. so so so so much.

i love 15th comm!

2008-10-03T02:23:00.011+08:00

thanks to ivy baby, that our 15th comm gathering finally materialised. =)
Met evon baby, yafen and fujuan at je before making our way down to glssshouse for fish n co.! Was rather excited cuz i haven't seen chunpoo, dot, winnie, char, zing and ivyy for some time and i really missed this group of pple so much that i would gladly run for main comm again if these bunch of ppl are in with me.. and yes even if i chui my studies.. see how much i love u all. heee.

anyway.. chunpoo's still the same! and he works in the same company as my dad! and they actually talked to each other before! SINGAPORE IS DAMN FREAKING SMALL!! hahaha.. now i actually dun mind looking forward to an opportunity working there.. haha. i have poo to entertain me. anw.. the highlight of the night was his wonderful matching shirt, shoes and socks! it was totally tiongnified that all of us couldn't stop laughing, and looking at how reluctant he was to pull up his pants for us to snap some pictures made me laughed even more. oh poo-ey! u're still as cock as ever. but we still love you. =)
we compared how the banglahs at the shipyard were as similar to our general helpers and how some of the foreman are like subcommers cuz they are more zai in their work.. hahaha. this is totallly racist.. but it's still damn funny.

Waited for almost 2 hours before we got to sit at the actual table.. was so hungry.. grwarhh..
so we talked abt work cuz most of them are alrdy working except for a few of us who will be graduating real soon. Felt so different.. cuz in the past, we used to be talking abt events, proposals.. but now.. tsk tsk.. i missed those days. =(

Winnie became a hot babe but she's still as blur as ever. Dot's still the same. Grumpy but still chatty. And it was hilarious when she told us how nice lenny was to email her like all of a sudden but only to find out that he, being nice was just trying to seek a favour from dot. hahaha. cuz dear lenny lost his phone and he asked dot to type out a list of hp of everyone for him. HAHAHHAA.. lennnny. we miss you! can u like even take leave for once?

i want another outing!! i dunwanna wait for ONE YEAR. =(
can we have another one in dec? so that those MIA-ED will turn up as well.

our journey...

* not long after we go elected. =) i think this was the first supper!

* my beloved 15th. =)

Fitness Assessment, Splash Fest, Street Challenge, Surf n Sweat, National Vertical Marathon, X-Physique, Sports Ball...

* our last event together. Sports Ball!

* how we got ourselves so drunk during retreat..

* how we stripped poo to nothing and he had to cover himself with trash bag and a signboard!!

* how we cried so hard on the day 15th comm became history. =(

and to the most recent meet-up with pple missing...

* the girls. ( with dot and longhui missing)

* attendance of the day. =)

i heart 15th..

my F1 experience!

2008-09-30T02:37:00.017+08:00

Welcome to Singapore!, Formula One FIRST night race! Hoooray!!

haha. tt was wad we were supposed to say to this UK reporter on day 2 of the race.. so dumb but fun and dearie unknowingly became our spokesperson and gave his feeling on Singpore's F1 race. =)

Day 1's crowd was so-so only. The grandstands were rather empty too. Met up with teoteo and neo but went separate ways as they wanted to find a good spot to take photos with their powerful cameras unlike mine.. digital cam only. =( So me and dearie walked to a few places to recce for good spots to stand for the qualifying race. But sad to say.. din managed to find any. Most of them were straight routes around esplanade and padang area. Straight routes are boring and the cars drive damn fast ard there. So it's rather pointless to stand there, but since it's day 1.. hehhee.. didn't matter. and since it's day 1 again, we were so unprepared that we did not buy any ear plugs. My eardrums were on the verge of bursting i swear! with the times the cars zoomed passed us. ROARS. so freaking loud and each time the cars approached my heart jumped! IT'S JUST SO EXCITING although it's only practice. =)

Day 2's crowd got better probably cuz it's qualifying. Met up with teoteo and neo again at ard 8pm. hahhaa. Was not feeling well in the afternoon so me and dearie opted to give up watching practice session 3. teoteo and neo managed to find a good spot for photo-taking as well as viewing! haha. it's a bend near the singapore flyer. =) but the bad thing was that there was no screen there. So it ended up with us just watching the cars zoom pass but not knowing which cars qualify fastest.

Day 3's crazy!! the atmostphere was so good, the weather was good but super humid, the company was good too. hehehe. needless to say. =) Found another good spot, with a big screen this time round. We stood near the floating bay and it's also a bend! HOORAY! but teoteo and neo still wanted to take awesome pictures so they went back to the flyer area. =( I STOOD FOR 6.5 FREAKING HOURS. my legs really wanna gave way. so pain lah! plus i literally squeezed my way thru to stand right infront, in between two smelly guys. hahahaha. but of cuz, everything was worth it! Leon and Xueli came along but they didn't managed to squeeze their way in.

The drivers presentation was great! with them on the vintage cars. oh man! i wished i have one of those. and yayy! i saw hamilton and massa. =) woosh! *waves!! and very soon after that, the first ever night race began! No doubt that the route was bumpy and minimal overtaking could take place but each time a car overtakes, the crowd cheered! i just love the people. hahahaha. i feel so sad for ferrari but nahhh i'm not a ferrari fan. hehehe. i'm hamilton fan but that doesn't mean i'm a mcLarens fan. i like ferrari cars. hmmm.. so wad am i? i conclude i'm a ferramilton fan! =) anyway.. just thought that it was a pity the crash wasn't at my bend. bleah.. so evil of me but heh.. but the crowd also went oooohhhhhh!! ahhhhhhh!!

and at the end of the long long 61lap, Fernando Alonso of Renault won... with my hamilton at position 3. oh wells! still feel happy. =) and yeah.. i'm officially a F1 fan now!

Next year, i'll be back to watch, next time with a grandstand ticket! =)

some peeeektures!

i love F1!! *smiles

sticky and unsticky

2008-09-26T01:52:00.002+08:00

absence makes the heart ~~fonder~~

long updates

2008-09-26T01:21:00.003+08:00

haven really been updating much. =X. was busy chiong-ing my drama and i finally finished it yest. yayy! It's day 5 of recess week and i haven't done much studying., or rather i haven't studied at all. crap!

Monday

Headed to JB with the MS Peepz. =) Was an enjoyable day spent with them. 70RM on food food and so much food. ate so much that i felt like puking. Caught the movie pathology and it was so gruesome and disgusting.. but it cost us only 6RM with us flashing our singapore student pass. hahaha! and the lady at the counter actually asked if the passes have expired. SEE LAH! zhijian! u are the culprit! OVERAGED. =_='

Tues and Wed

MY CAR BROKE DOWN!! and i have no idea whyyyyyy! =( msged alvinyou for help cuz i dunno wad to do. hahahaha. but he dun seemed to really help much other than telling me i have to find another car to jump start my car. zzz! so i called my uncle for help and he was nice enough to drop by in the evening to change the batt. =) and vrooomm!!

Spent my time doing a little bit on FYP and met the stupid FYP prof whom pissed me off with his attitude. I just can't stand pple who dun listen. Is it that hard? I just wanna put my point across to you and u have to keep interrupting me with non-relevant stuff. ROARS.
matlab is driving me a little nuts cuz i dunno where to start. and i'm so dead cuz i needa hand in my proposal next week. =(
feels weird seeing myself complaining abt FYP when in the past, i used to be the one consoling and encouraging my frens who were doing their FYP. But i can't seem to find the motivation to do it myself now. final year student really sucks.. thank god i have these grp of frens to keep me going. thankew MS Peepz. =) i really can't wait for our grad trip. i missed those travelling days. Just so free and easy and nothing to worry abt.

Decided to do a little singing on wed nite, headed to kbox with pighead and dearie. $18++ per person totalled up to $27.70 per person. SO BLOODY EXPENSIVE. argh!!

Thurs

the car felt like SAUNA! i have no idea why the aircon was down. =( i was driving and sweating at the same time. the feeling totally sucks! ROARS. i felt so suffocated even though the window was wind down.
Met up with zhijian, aaron, huifen and sinyee for a drink at this german restaurant at vivocity. love the sausages, the beer and the company! =)
topic was interesting too!! hahhahaa. shall discuss this another time here. *grins
oh and i whined to them abt the aircon in my car.. and guess wad! i was supposed to press the button AC which means aircondition. WAHAHAHAHA. so dumb of me.. so i concluded.. other than driving i know nothing else abt the car. i needa start learning so when i have my own car i'll know wad to do. =)
felt so happy that i managed to catch the last bus home and yayy! no money spent on midnight charges on the stupid cab.

F1 practice in the day!. let's hope it'll be an enjoyable day.

till den...

mid-autumn @ chinese garden

2008-09-11T23:59:00.006+08:00

wEeeee! had a fun time at chinese garden with dearie! was really a great way to spend our monthsary too. =)

The theme for this year's mid-autumn was hello kitty.. not my fav. character though.. thus i din really take much photos with the kitty.. but rather the other characters. hahaha.. love the lights and decorations and the whole environment. Lots of children running around with their lanterns as well as this doggy balloon where the doggie appeared to be walking together with the kids. SO DAMN CUTE! i really wanted to get that balloon but but but i'm a little embarassed to do so. heh.. and the thought of travelling in the mrt with the doggie balloon was just so .... -__-'''

anyways. let the pictures do the talking. =)

* the colourful lightings!! =)

* individual shots!

* and of cuz the lovey-dovey ones. hee! =D

* hAppy 19th and hAppy mid-autumn dearie!

i enjoyed myself very much!

tHanx fer the wonderful nite! *loves

hAppy 19th mOnths! =)

2008-09-11T00:17:00.001+08:00

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

happy happy 19th dearie! =)

hope u like this little thingy i did...

*loves.

guest appearance!

2008-09-10T23:55:00.009+08:00

I finally met up with bestie and my gay buddy. hahahaa.. with a guest appearance of MR ANG ENGLONG! who got sucked into the virtual world of warcraft.

so glad we could meet up.. and you better have more human physical interaction instead of camping infront of your computer 24/7..

Went for dinner at Waraku Pasta!

somehow.. i just love the food there.. hehehe. with so many many many pastas to choose from. (although i admit the serving is rather small) and their super thin sliced pizzas! *drools..

* our yummy dinner!

* my gay buddy yiwei!

* my bestie yiping!! =)

(both have YI's in their name. hahhaa.

* finally a photo with englong inside. =)

guessed englong was rather amused by me and yiwei's nonsence throughout the nite!

haha. will bring u more entertainment next time we meet! just simply love to meet up with my sec sch buddies. we can talk all kinds of rubbish, do stupid things, scold each other but at the same time enjoy each other's company.

can't wait for the next meetup.

hopefully yiping manage to find a job and the next treat will be on her. muahahhaha..

more updates on mARI'S 21st!

2008-09-10T23:38:00.011+08:00

more updates on Mari's 21st! =)

A flowery birthday party!

* the birthday girl and me! =)

* Music Seniors! =)

*Sports Club Family.

* It turned out that there was a mini gathering for our doggies!

Micky and Junior being the hum-sup ones checking out mikki and Ace being the biggest of all, couldn't really be bothered with the small ones.

* the 155 club! featuring seven dwarfs with black shit invading our photo!

* hAppie family! daddy, mummy an junior!

* lotsa photo taking that nite! =)

once again.. hAppy 21st babe!

updates.

2008-09-08T02:55:00.014+08:00

the previous entry was erm i dunno...

no worries to that ya.

thanx for everyone's concern. =)

let's talk abt happy things.

jasmine doesn't like to have sad issues on her blog.

last week was rather fruitful for me cuz i attended most of my classes. reason being cuz i went home instead of staying in school. dear's room is infected with a very contagious disease called the 'sleeping disease'. Anyone who sleeps there will just not wake up for lessons. And i actually woke up at 4pm on one of those days. CRAP! i can't believe myself either. like who the hell will sleep till that time. omfg.. and going home was really a good idea cuz i get to watch SCV, i get to sleep with junior and i go for classes. =)

I felt so proud that i actually went to class with breakfast, and it was a rather sumptuous meal! haha with fatmunk bringing us muffins! and i just love banana walnut muffins! so YUMMY! =)
and fyi, these muffins are sold at tanjong pagar plaza, the shop name is chocolat n' spice.. (i think) it's really nice!!

just made my day so happy. hahaha. with the muffins of cuz. =D

* my breakfast. =) muffin, coffee and toast.. wahahaha..

* my favourite muffin!

thankew fatmunk! =)

anyway.. when lessons got so bored.. we started to gossip and doodle things and tried to be nosy in some stupid things.

* here's a fine example of beng's hair! MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

fatmunk thinks her hair looked like these. i have no idea why!!

* then we caught this scandalous pair during lecture!!

tsk tsk! aaron and sinyee... HORRRR!! look at how aaron is grinning away.. tt POTATO!
nahh.. they are just good friends. hahhaa. sinyee still loves her weiquan deep deep. lol.. =D

see.. lectures are really just plain boring. dun u just agree... =p

sometimes... when i think of the future i get so reluctant to face it...cuz i wun experience this kind of fun anymore. i'm really gonna miss uni life alot, alot, alot... so i'll make sure i'll go for my class cuz it's my last yr alrdy. i should really treasure these moments. =)

anyway.. went for sakae buffet with dearie last week.. and i'm so proud that i managed to force him to eat these green monsters. HAHAHAHA. all i did was looked at him, gave him an ultra sad face and said 'you dun love me' =(

IT WORKS! i'll try again the next time. heee

then we had supper. like wah lau... i felt damn guilty after that.

bak kut teh at 11pm. *faints.

someone plz remind me i still have a 10km run in Oct and a 42km run in less than 3 months time.. ROARS..

* the horrible but yummy supper. hahahhaa. =)

Went for Mari's 21st Party yest at aloha loyang, and i was so tired cuz i brought junior along and i had to nanny him the whole nite. grrr.. hha. more updates on tha party the next time. i'm tired. =)

anyway, HAPPY 21ST MARI! =)

she is...

2008-09-02T23:47:00.003+08:00

the more she puts in into a r/s, the more scared she gets.
at the same time she wants to protect herself but end up being unreasonable and not understanding.
all it needs is one person to trigger the whole horrible experience she had.
and this pain is really killing her.

she tried putting it away, but it haunts her so much at times.
becuz it just reminds her of how much hurt a person can get once she falls too deep into a r/s.
the hurt is so painful that she doesn't want to experience it again..
she's losing faith, in herself..
the future seems so bleak for her now..

she trusts her guy, but she doesn't trust others.
some things happen for a reason but she doesn't know the reason for that bad experience
she knows that the incident happened 5 yrs ago and she needs to move on,
but she is afraid.
afraid of history repeating itself.

she needs to be more trusting
she needs to cross the barrier in her
she needs to believe in herself
she needs to believe in the r/s
and most imptly, she needs to believe her guy...

she knows her guy loves her
she knows her guy cares for her
she knows her guy is being tolerating and understanding
but sometimes that one bad experience is enough to haunt her for life.

it's not going to be an easy journey for her,
but she will try..
for she loves her guy more then anything else, now.

random again

2008-08-31T21:00:00.007+08:00

okays.. i'm being extremely lazy to blog partly becuz i dun really have much access to internet ever since i bunked in at dear's room.. stupid hall.. -__-

some recaps of events tt happened over the past weeks.

3 weeks ago:
I received my F1 tickets! =) *smiles.
Fatmunk is so jealous of them! hahahhaha. i know!! i'll bring it to class to sia u again. =D
Anws, just hope i can find a good spot to stand and not get block by taller peeps. hahaha.. but i think i can prolly hop onto dear's back and he'll die carrying me while watching cars zoom pass..

* my F1 tickets! it comes in card form with a lanyard attached! how professional can tt be!
if only... if only ***sportsclub have money to do this kinda tickets for our events. woooo~ dream..

2 weeks ago:
I finally sold my irritating W960i for $300 bucks and bought this new RED phone. not tt i like red alot but having a black phone for years i tot it'll be a good change. and yea.. ms jasmine ho is back to using nokia..

* my nokia navigator phone!

Thursday:
Had 2 tuitions after class and then rushed home to get the car to rush down to peisee's 21st at mayflower. damn tired. =( but still made the effort so i could to go say happie birthday to her!
i miss being 21. i'm aging. sighh...

Friday:
A very crazy nite trying very hard to finish the college for all the music seniors cuz ball is the next day. I still have a part 2 pressie for my co.. but sad i could'nt finish it before ball. wells.. i'll finish it soon i hope! hahhaa.. i very much wanted to have my beauty slp before ball but i ended up going to bed at 7am in the morning.. yawns. and i had to wake up at 10am to finish up my gifts.
i love music. i love the seniors. =)so everything was worth it!

Yesterday was Sports Ball. my LAST sports ball to be exact. i was overwhelmed with tears when i saw wad my co. did for me.. a very very large photoframe with lots of pictures inside. I couldn't hold back my tears.. bahhh. thanx co. thanx so much for everything.. my last camp was wonderful cuz of u. =) there's nothing more i can ask for. jiayou for SU16 ya! i hope u'll have a good co.

Sports Ball.. was as usual fun! though the theme was shanghai tan but my grp dressed as arabians. i hate tt stupid veil of mine.. so itchy! so in the end i exchanged my veil with likeng's hat. hahaa... i looked stupid but i dun care. Gotham's theme was victorian, Phuture dressed as vampires with joel and viona as the priest. DAMN COCK! and MOmo is the only music grp which followed the ball theme. Phototaking took place throughout the nite and my stupid camera had to die on me. so now i'm wating for pple to load photos to facebook so i can go claim my pretty face. Watching the main comm video brought back so much memories. i'm still rather sore that i couldn't attend ball last yr cuz i was in norway. Din had the ultra sad feeling of stepping down from main comm so yest nite was another emo wemo nite. =( i love being a main commer. i love ***sportsclub. it was easy understanding how the 17th seniors felt when ball ended last nite with tears flowing non-stop and looking ugly. life still goes on ya. we'll always be there to help the club no matter wad. *smiles

Got damn high after drinking so many shots. thanx to the one bottle of vodka per table thingy.. vodka vanilla sucks to the max cuz it taste like vomit. thanx ah dian. boo.. and joel gave me this martell shot, and likeng gave me jack daniels' shot... roars! NO MORE! i'm so thankful i din felt like puking at all.. but the effects of alcohol hurt my head like shit! and i can't walk straight. hahaha! but i guessed the funniest part was seeing my stupid freshie hugging the toilet bowl and sleep.. yucks!

the nite ended with dearie taking care of me. heh.. thanx dear... for everything! just feel so safe with you around. i know i spouted lots of rubbish yest nite. bahhs.. just ignore me. =X there wun be a next time! promise. =)

soooo.. yest marks the end of sportscamp. but to lots of pple out there.. it's the beginning of another long journey.As for me.. i think it's time to step back and do a little disappearing act at times. Told myself i shall be a good final year student from sept onwards... working hard towards that.

till then.. when i've gotten hold of all my photos.. i shall update again...

*smiles

2008-08-16T00:55:00.004+08:00

yayy! first olympic medal since 48 years ago!
Congrats to the women's table tennis team! * ifeelhappy!

Went for a nice jog ard sch with pighead yest and we HTHT after tt.
i miss staying with u pig. =(
did i mentioned we did a very crazy thing by signing up for full marathon at the end of the year?
oh yeap! i'm so not looking forward to it. hahaha..
but i'm looking forward to the great eastern run in october! 10km ONLY. =)

i'm so happy that my sat is free!
postponed costume fitting to sun but i'm not going with my grp.
hmmm.. actually i dun feel like going. =X for some reasons... i'm tired.
tired of alot of things.
sports ball will be the last call. i think...

till den..
i'll enjoy my free sat tml! =)
*happy!

photos!

2008-08-14T01:36:00.008+08:00

yayy! finally some photos up! =)

Had Universe BBQ on the 7th at the usual Nanyang House but sad to say... we din managed to go up to the roof where it was the frequent place to BBQ every year. =( i miss that place.. and i miss the old Nanyang House. Too much memories there. okay no emo wemo post. stop!

and den.. Music decided to be healthy for once. =) We went roller-blading on National Day! whoOoopie!!

on the 11th was our special day. =) love ya dear! for every single thing u've done and brought to my life. Went to have dim sum buffet at yum cha! i ate too full till i can't even stand up properly to walk. ulps. so much so for being greedy! I'm staying away from dim sum for at least 1 month. =P We skipped dinner and had swensen's icecream instead. FREAKING FULL.

in the end.. i made myself less guilty by running at nite with amelia. *phews.

Sports Bash took place 2 days ago, on a crazy Tuesday night... like who the hell will club on tuesday rite.. yea but i had no choice to go cuz i'm a GL. boohooo...

Was a nite of booze, fun and scandals. well wad's new?

i liked the venue though. =) it's rather cosy and the performance at gotham was WHOAAAaa. really eye opener. those girls have abs! i want them too!!

the crazy nite ended at 2am and i officially slept at close to 4am. and yea..had 830 lesson the next day and i woke up late.. and the stupid prof comm tutor was damn irritating! *grrrRrrr..

okies... tt's my crazy week..

one more crazy event and i think i needa do a little bit of disappearing act.

*zZzzzzz...

hmm..

2008-08-10T17:42:00.003+08:00

All good guys will eventually turn bad.
They are like canned food, with expiry dates...
how true is this sentence?

random

2008-08-09T02:08:00.004+08:00

okay.. i'm gonna do some random post here.
i'm very very extremely lazy to blog.
owe too many pictures here.. from sports camp to universe mambo to world lunch to universe bbq.. eh just go facebook and see okies. sorry i'm just really lazy.

so many plans noted in my schedule.
so so crazy.
i need to constantly remind myself that i'm into my final yr.
i need to be good, attend lectures and tutorials.
afterall.. it's my last time being able to do all these.
when i step into the society... i'm gonna miss being a student. =(

heading for ECP tml to blade with Music.
so thankful that i have the car! tee-hee.. so i dun have to travel all the way there by mrt. =P
ECP is not THAT accessible u know... plus i'm bringing my blades along. bleh..

Was watching olympics opening..
those fireworks are just so WHOA!! i simply love fireworks. =) so pretty!!
too bad.. tml's fireworks in sg will only last for 10 mins.
but its okies! teoteo's bringing me to catch more fireworks during the display! *can't wait for it!

anws.. hAppy 43rd birthday Singapore!

*wEeeeeeee~

gotta catch some slp now.
till den~

i just miss the place..

2008-08-08T03:26:00.012+08:00

where was i one year ago?

i've landed in a faraway land called Oslo...

although i know i will miss everyone and certain things in singapore.. i really wished i'm on the plane now to spend another 5 months there.

though cruel enough to leave my love ones behind.. and i know i cried like shit when i was going thru that glass door at the airport... but..

i really do miss life in Oslo..

the weather

the private privacy cosy room i had to myself
the company there

the quiet and carefree place
the lecture styles
the gym sessions
the cooking sessions

the grocery shopping sessions

the talk cock sessions

the snowfight sessions

the crazy travelling we did

the booze parties
just EVERYTHING.... (other then my horrible neighbours)

put me on the place NOW!

My memories...

* i really really miss life there.... =(

smiles!!

2008-08-03T00:35:00.004+08:00

happy happy happy!!
never knew we had so much to talk.
i think we talked for at least 4 hrs..
everything, anything under the sun. =)
i hope we can talk like this forever.....

* i love u dear. =)

it has finally ended...

2008-08-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

i'm still suffering from the post effects of SU 15.
yes, i miss sports camp now. so much so that i wouldn't mind doing another finale and AR...

too much emotions involved that i dun really know how to pen them down.
i'm finally into my final year and my journey with Sports Club is definately something that i'll remember for life. The largest part of my uni life has finally ended...

SU 15 was a blast for me.
Although i wasn't a good GL i admit.. but at least my group didn't disappoint me.
I have a nice co, a bonded group and wonderful music seniors... that's all i asked for.
the past 7 days was an emotional roller coaster ride for me.
being in SU for the 4th year running.. there's just so much memories that i couldn't stop crying on the last day of camp.
I wished all these could go on forever but eventually there's always an end to all good things.

i just hoped the SU spirit will keep on going.
for i heart SU... =)

*pics to be uploaded.

taggy quiz..

2008-07-10T09:14:00.006+08:00

CONSTANCECHENRUYUN! thanx for this ah!!
(i'm bored tt's why i even bother doing this! hahaa =P)

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

sad, disappointed, cry my heart out... wad else? kill myself meh? but if i dun mind displaying my tkd moves on him.. heheheee.. needa put some practices to good use.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

hmmm i just want everything to go smoothly for me in almost all aspects of my life.. my worklife, my relationship, my family.. everything! i wanna be happy and free of worries ( but seriously it wun happen larh! sure got ups and downs)

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?

at the beach... exchange vows when the sun sets. but it'll be damn hot larh. and i forsee my make-up mixing together with my sweat and i think i'll be an ugly bride. =( oh and i want my hubby-to-be to sing me a song. any song. =)

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

yea.. kind of.. especially to what i'll be working as.. =( somebody enlighten me?

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?

understanding, reasonable, funny, shower me with love, care and concern! have the same antenna that receives the same kind of frequency, honest, someone who can make me feel secure and dream abt having to spend a lifetime together, compete with me to see who gets the higher score in stupid and dumb games. hahaha. ! okay youknowwhoyouare=)

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?

ehh.. being loved by someone. =)

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

tt really depends on if the person is worth waiting... duh!
heart over mind or the other way round? you'll always come to a point wherby your heart feels strongly for it but your mind is telling you that u should move on.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Fight for him! hahahhaa. i'm kidding.. i'll move on. =) life goes on..

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

hmm... surprisingly.. NO! i think my not-enough-sleep grouchyness made others unhappy instead. =X

#10. Is being tagged fun?

stupid constancechenruyun! ( wad does this sentence tells you?)

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

Married with 2 kids! one boy one girl (have twins even better!)

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

my family, pighead, ALOT more pple to be mention here and of cuz... edwinngzhiyong =)

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

CRAZY! really.. she bites, she whines, she smacks and she LOVES my kisses! whahahaha!

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

rich and single of cuz! i very $$ face one. this is the ugly reality..

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?

snooze the alarm and go back to sleep. 5 more mins also good!

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?

yeap. i believe it takes 2 for everything to happen. so since a relationship is started, why not put in effort? else wad's the point of getting together? status? (bo liao ehh)

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

none. i swear to myself i wun get into such sticky situations cuz i experienced this before but i wasn't the one who fall in love with 2 pple, i was one of the 2 being chosen.. and it sucks!!

#18. What type of friends do you like?

fun-loving, not stingy, talkative, open-minded, understanding, able to share with me abt everything and not feel awkard, trustable, hear me whine, comfort me when i'm sad.. aiyah all the good qualities one can ask for lah. else how to be a friend...

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

those who take me for granted. cuz tt only means i'm not their friend but just someone whom they think of when they are in need of help. is that even friendship?

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be? (i added this to make it 20 questions!)

friendship. =) experience made me realise this and friends are really the ones who will stand by you. i love all my friends!

okay.. now is my turn to tag pple! HAHAHAH...

8 suay pple: shermaine, amelia, huifen, jieying, kailin, syaza, lixian, eggy!

extra tired!

2008-07-09T08:44:00.003+08:00

whoa... my presence here means i'm still surviving. =)

Had world rehearsal after work on monday! finally one dance completed! hahhaa.. 2 more to go! and we only have less than 2 weeks left. omg! hopefully it'll turn out fine... else we'll look like some cocksters on stage trying to act seh..

Yest was a torture trying to stay awake at work.
Yours truly reached home at freaking 230am on monday. Thanx to the rehearsals..
rarrr..i felt like poking a toothpick at the corner of my eye so that my eyelid wun come down.. zzZZ.. another rehearsal on thursday and i'll feel the same all over again on friday. -__-'''
my body aches from the dance too.. grwahhhh.. old old old old!

Had tuition after work yest, and i was so tired that i slept so soundly on the train and an uncle had to kick my leg to wake me up when the train reached boonlay. wah lau... so embarrassing! Rushed down to meet chips, hansen and evon at clementi. I seriously have the thoughts of pangseh-ing them cuz i was damn tired. but my dear frens just came back from cheeena land and i just had see them cuz we were separated for half a year. =)
Nice catching up and thankew hansen for bringing us to the bridge that u built. the one that links mount faber to west coast park? anw is that long long pretty bridge.. hahaha. i'm so proud of you! civil engineer rocks! =D woohoo!
Had my late dinner at keppel bay. Nice ambience at TCC. and thanx guys for watching me eat. boo. i was too hungry to care!

Von baby came to my house after that and we played with junior for awhile, HTHT abit too and yeap.. baby.. plese continue smiling like before okays.
Not everything will go smoothly in life for us, but we should try to be as happy as we can. Woes to the unhappiness and cheer for the happy moments. =) just rmb u are not alone.. u have us! He's just a rotten tree in the midst of some ulu-pandanfied forest. you belong to the other part of the forest and yes your paths may have crossed but u dun need to stop and attend to this rotten tree. move on ya? there are still many many trees around.! and flowers like me. heee. =P

will always be here for you! Stay strong! -loves- =)

*where's all the photos... hmmmm...

2 more weeks.

2008-07-07T08:57:00.005+08:00

2 more weeks to sports camp!
so many things unsettled, so many things not prepared... haiyo..
i need more time. =(

i need time to make up for my sleep too. bahhh..
the thought of having 1-2 hours of sleep for 7 days during camp scares me.
i dunno why but i feel exceptionally scared for my last camp.
i hope everything goes well. =)

anws...

had a GL gathering last night.. not really a gathering but it's a mixture of pple. haha.
*rojaks. =)
headed down to halo with phy and dearie at 10pm. Din wanted to go in the first place but jasper said i should come down cuz it's prolly the last GL outing. i think it's the last larh! anyway outcome wasn't that great but i had a fair share of fun. and the most exciting and happening part of the nite came close to midnight. MISS EVON LIM.. u're home!!
oh man i seriously miss u like mad! and i'm so happy that u are back!! and baby thanx fer the gifts.. i love them especially the eye pad. hahhaha. it's damn cute. send me the photo okies? den i post it up here.! and thanx ivy baby, roomie wong and gorilla for the cute bottle of alcohol. nahh i wun drink it. =) the bottle's too nice. hehhee.
i left rather early cuz i had to work today. booo.. anti-climax of the nite. i hate the leaving early feeling when everybody's having fun. *complains.

kekeke.. 2nd last monday at work! =)
hang in there MS peepz! it's ending sooon.. and i miss u guys!
leave a space for me during dinner on wed okay.. i'll be spiritually there with u all. hahaha. sounds eeeky! catch up soon ya!! maybe not THAT soon.. heh. =D

lastly..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!!!

*fergie misses pene. =)

till thennnn...
it's back to work!

The Law of the Garbage Truck

2008-07-04T09:54:00.006+08:00

The Law of the Garbage Truck

How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive colleague ruin your day? Unless you're a robot, you are bound to blow your topoff. However, the mark of a sucessful person is how quickly he or she can get back his or her focus on what's important.

"I learned this lesson. I learn it in the back of a New York City cab.

Here's what happen:

I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car's back end by just inches!The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident,whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean he was really friendly. So, I said, "Why did you do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!"And this is when my taxi driver told me what I now called, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck'." - taken from an email.

Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage,full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it. If they happen to dump it on you, don't take it personally.You just smile, wave, wish them well, and moved on. You'll be happier if you did that rather than fight them.

So this was it: 'The Law of the Garbage Truck'.

I started thinking, how often do I let garbage trucks run right over me? And how often do I take their garbage and spread it to other people: at work, at home, on the street? I see garbage trucks almost everywhere and everyday. I see the load they're carrying. I see them coming to drop it off. And like the taxi driver, I try not to make it a personal thing; I just smile, wave, wish them well, and I move on.

However this is hardly possible in real life. Even for myself, i curse at ppple who pisses me off, i get angry over certain stuff and vent my anger elsewhere, i get so grumpy often and spread my grumpiness to pple around me.

But this time round.. i'll try spreading my love and happiness instead.=)

What about you? What would happen in your life, starting today, if you let more garbage trucks pass you by? Will you be happier? i guess it has different effects on each individual. So ... learn to love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe that every thing happens for a reason. If you get a chance, TAKE IT! If it changes your life, LET IT GO! Nobody said it would be easy .... but this is life..you can only make it WORTH IT!